Moore Images Photography

Photo Ed Magazine

Wed, 06 May 2020 19:57:00 GMT

Photo Ed Magazine just release their digital edition. It focuses on Mental Health. So honoured to be a part of this. Check it out http://www.photoed.ca/digital-issue

Good things happen to those who wait

Wed, 29 Jan 2020 15:46:00 GMT

Always striving for better

Tue, 06 Aug 2019 20:18:00 GMT

Same medium. Same figurative focus. Very different work. I love both for very different reasons. But what I love most about seeing them together is the recognition that perseverance, hard work, many many long hours, dedication, and trial and error, in the end, get you to where you are supposed to be.

New work

Mon, 29 Jul 2019 16:03:00 GMT

Be so good they can’t ignore you

Mon, 22 Jul 2019 20:25:00 GMT

So, I was asked to participate in a curated art exhibit. Two of my Water Colour pieces hung proudly next to 10 beautiful pieces in a well established gallery. Unfortunately, neither piece sold but honestly, my intention to participate in … Read More

new water work

Fri, 12 Jul 2019 20:51:00 GMT

Embrace your light

Fri, 05 Jul 2019 15:50:00 GMT

Back to black

Tue, 02 Jul 2019 15:37:00 GMT

New water work

Wed, 15 May 2019 17:18:00 GMT

I am so excited to start showing you some new work that I have been working on. I’ve created a new water series and although it is yet to be titled, I am excited to start a sharing a glimpse.

Wall of Faces and the masks we wear

Tue, 14 May 2019 14:48:00 GMT

This is the second image for my new series about fears and secrets. After talking to people who were willing to share, one recurrent theme was the idea of wearing masks…masks that hide our fears, our emotions, and even our true identities. We all wear different masks at one time or other. The mask that hides our sadness from others and presents a happy exterior. Masks that hide who we are and portray what people want to see about us. Masks that hide our fear despite our outward appearance of confidence. The self basher, the control freak, the martyr, the bully, the people pleaser……we wear these masks to keep us from being hurt, and vulnerable. How do you feel about the face that you are portraying to the world. It is exhausting constantly trying to pretend to be someone we are not. Why are we so afraid of being authentic?

New work: Unveiled

Fri, 03 May 2019 20:35:00 GMT

I have been working on a new series. It is centred around the idea that we all have fears and secrets that we keep hidden from those around us. Hidden because we are ashamed, or worried about how others may … Read More

Have faith

Mon, 01 Apr 2019 16:10:00 GMT

May exhibit at Art World

Mon, 25 Mar 2019 14:49:00 GMT

Building yourself Up

Wed, 20 Mar 2019 15:12:00 GMT

The images that didn’t make the cut

Mon, 11 Mar 2019 19:00:00 GMT

What’s New?

Tue, 19 Feb 2019 15:18:00 GMT

I thought that I would let you all know if a few of the events that are taking place in the next few months.

The ARTIST PROJECT starts this week. Thursday is opening gala which is always a great night. I will be in booth 136 this year.
Show runs Thursday Feb 21 7 pm – 11 pm. WAAAAYYYY past my bedtime
Friday Feb 22 11 am – 10 pm
Saturday Feb 23 11 am – 8 pm
Sunday Feb 24 11 am -6 pm

PETROFF GALLERY is having a very special exhibition celebrating their women artist for the month of March. Opening reception is March 3 from 2-4 pm. Artist will be there talking about their work and the women that inspire them.

PAULA WHITE DIAMOND GALLERY will be showcasing the work of their new artists (like me) in April. Stay tuned for details

34 years

Fri, 15 Feb 2019 17:16:00 GMT

Cutting the Ties

Wed, 13 Feb 2019 20:24:00 GMT

Clarity of mind

Tue, 05 Feb 2019 20:24:00 GMT

On a VERY cold day last week, an hour before a huge snow storm, I headed to the lake to take some photos. What inspired this adventure I do not know. But, when I get a certain feeling to go create, I rarely ignore it regardless of the circumstances. The waters were angry and crashed against the ice on the shoreline. It was COLD……very, very cold. As I prepared to get out of my car, bundled in my warmest clothes, I questioned what I was doing. The waterfront was completely abandoned and justifiably so. Only crazy people went out in this type of weather and walking by the lake only brought out the craziest of the crazies. I must admit, my walk only lasted 5 minutes. It was just too damn cold and camera prefers to be warm. But, amongst the frigid temperatures and gusty winds, I was overcome by a sense of calmness and clarity. I snapped a few photos, soaked in the sense of clarity and got back in my car. I knew exactly what photo I would create once I warmed up.

Keeper of Keys

Mon, 28 Jan 2019 18:49:00 GMT

Keys are important objects in any story. They come in all shapes and sizes. They can lock or unlock things. We have keys for our houses, cars, and valuables. They can be symbolic of so many things….mystery, curiosity, freedom, privilege. … Read More

Fighting those dreaded January Blues

Thu, 17 Jan 2019 19:35:00 GMT

Damnit…… those dreaded January blues have arrived. Short days, cloudy skies and long nights inevitably take their toll. Every January, I inevitably feel the January blues. Yesterday, during a long and very cold walk with my dog, it began to snow. The sky was grey, and as the snow began to cover the ground, I was reminded just how long winter really is and how hard it can be on your ability to cope with the misery that accompanies winter. Rather than dwell on the negatives, I decided to try to create an image that can act as a reminder that not only are these January blues temporary but I can actively try to diminish their influence on my day to day life. Being outside, eating well, talking about my feelings, getting lots of exercise, and trying something new can all help alleviate some of the effects of winter blues. So, I decided to be proactive, rather than do what I felt like doing today, which was curl up under the covers. I grabbed my camera, photographed the snow and created an image that for me, will act as a reminder that I have some control over these blues. They may not disappear, but I will do my best to continue to paint those skies blue until spring.

Power of Positive Thinking

Tue, 15 Jan 2019 16:39:00 GMT

If I am honest, I have a tendency to be a pessimist. Naturally, I tend to lean towards the glass is half empty. Worry and anxiety have been my companions for a very long time. I have to make a very conscious effort to optimistic and that sounds terrible to admit but it is true. Optimism doesn’t come naturally to me. I have been working on changing my thought processes and allowing more positive thoughts in. From what I have read, optimism is a learnable skill. Phew…….there is hope….. Positive thoughts have the ability to uplift you if you let them. They can change the way you see the world and by surrounding yourself in positivity you limit your mind’s ability to entertain negative thoughts or doubts. Very powerful words that seem so simple yet are so difficult for those who are naturally more pessimistic. This image is a reminder of just that…..wrapping my thoughts in strength and positivity will allow me to rise above and uplift me, even in times of darkness.

Metamorphosis

Wed, 09 Jan 2019 15:53:00 GMT

I have been spending time each day participating in a creativity reset. Devoting time each day to analyzing my work, and planning new work. It is always a great exercise to look at your work with a critical eye and see what worked, what didn’t work and where there are areas for improvement. Today’s image is called “Metamorphosis” and is a reminder to me that change is good. If we are lucky, we are able to continue to change and grow in a direction that is positive, loving and supportive, similar to that of a butterfly, emerging from it’s cocoon.

Engulfed in darkness

Wed, 02 Jan 2019 21:12:00 GMT

Sometimes despite our best efforts, we can feel engulfed by darkness. Negative self talk, self criticism, pessimism…….can lead to decreased motivation as well as feelings of helplessness. Thoughts like I’m not enough, I’ll never get anywhere, I’m not as smart … Read More

Butterflies in my stomach

Tue, 01 Jan 2019 17:51:00 GMT

Dancers

Thu, 27 Dec 2018 16:18:00 GMT

I am continuing to work and experiment with portraying dancers in a unique way. Definitely a lot of work but I feel like it is the beginning of something wonderful. I will share them as I edit them.

Shedding my protective outer layer

Tue, 18 Dec 2018 21:29:00 GMT

I recently read an article buy Madison Taylor which got me thinking and when I get thinking, I often create images to honour those thoughts and feelings.

Like trees who shed their bark when it is no longer big enough to protect them, we develop defence mechanisms to protect our most vulnerable parts of ourselves. We create protective layers so that these vulnerable parts can heal and unfold. With time, we outgrow them, allowing us to reach our full potential. Taylor stated that “each time we shed a layer of defensiveness or ease up on a boundary that we no longer need, we metaphorically become bigger people.” She suggests that while it is “essential to set and honour the protective barriers we have putminplace, it is equally important that we soften and release them when the time comes. In doing so, we create space for our next phases. As a new year approaches, it is often a time of reflection. I hope that when you look back on this past year, you are able to shed some of your layers and become a bigger person.

“Like a tree our growth depends upon our ability to soften, loosen and shed boundaries and defences we no longer need”. Madison Taylor

Time Sink

Tue, 11 Dec 2018 18:19:00 GMT

A few more dancers

Mon, 10 Dec 2018 16:10:00 GMT

Still spending time experimenting, but I think with a little more tweaking, I might be on to something

Dancers

Fri, 07 Dec 2018 16:33:00 GMT

The Beauty of releasing your inner demons

Tue, 27 Nov 2018 20:33:00 GMT

I didn’t set out to create an image with deep meaning. I was going for beautiful and really just playing with my camera. But, when I uploaded the images onto my computer, I began seeing things that I hadn’t seen in my camera. If you look closely, you may see a face or two. When I saw the faces, I began thinking of the process of releasing your inner most demons. Someone once suggested that put a face to some of my demons in order to confront them. This image to me, began to represent jus that…the idea of what happens when we confront these demons. Regardless of our past, we all hold something inside that we would love to eradicate from our life. Regret that lingers on your mind telling youth you are a failure. Nightmares and fears that creep into your dreams and destroy them. Aspects of yourself that you don’t want anyone to know. We all have good and bad sides of ourselves. It is the bad sides, that I am referring to as inner demons. The ones that tell you that you are not enough. That you are not worthy. Confronting them head on and challenging them….well there is beauty and release in doing just that.

Security Blanket

Mon, 19 Nov 2018 15:41:00 GMT

Couch Potato

Thu, 15 Nov 2018 18:58:00 GMT

Sometimes I like to just create an image without deep meaning. Creating an image for the fun of it can be so therapeutic. A comic relief in a way.

This one happens to be just what the doctor ordered. Sometimes I find life gets too serious. We forget that we need to make time for play. So, I bought two bags of potatoes and had a little fun.

Disappearing act

Mon, 12 Nov 2018 21:08:00 GMT

Granny’s Blanket

Tue, 06 Nov 2018 17:38:00 GMT

When I asked if people had a hand knitted blanket that I could borrow, I couldn’t believe the response. Everyone from such diverse backgrounds had one. Some were treasured keepsakes. Others, were generational hand me downs. The blankets that I … Read More

Escaping darkness

Tue, 23 Oct 2018 16:32:00 GMT

Personal periods of “darkness” are something I think most of us experience. Some more often than others. Times when you feel unmotivated to get up in the morning and all you want to do is cocoon yourself under the blankets and avoid the world around you. Times when you think nothing will change and things will always look bleak. Times when all you see are clouded perspectives of reality. Sometimes this darkness holds on tightly, almost taking over every breath, forbidding you to release its hold. Sometimes it is almost like it is just reminding you that it hasn’t really left you, that it is part of you, but thankfully doesn’t stick around for long. At least, that is what I experience when I am living in my personal darkness. I created this image to remind myself that I have control over my thoughts and my actions/reactions. How I deal with this darkness is up to me. I can let it overwhelm me, or I can allow a quick visit, but then it has got to go. Personal demons are like that for me. Constantly present, yet frequently ignored, and left curb side. I choose to look at the future with positivity, self love and acceptance.

Water dance

Tue, 02 Oct 2018 18:29:00 GMT

Petroff Art Gallery

Fri, 28 Sep 2018 15:49:00 GMT

I am thrilled to announce that a few of my images will be in the photography exhibit “CAPTIVATED” at Petroff Gallery September 27-October 24, 2018. Many of the artists will be at the gallery on Sunday and the gallery is … Read More

Huntsville photo shoot

Wed, 05 Sep 2018 16:05:00 GMT

New water work

Thu, 23 Aug 2018 14:47:00 GMT

Back in the water

Mon, 13 Aug 2018 21:05:00 GMT

I am so excited to start sharing some of my new water photos. I have had to go back to my “old school” equipment since unfortunately having my underwater camera stolen while visiting Costa Rica. But, sometimes, going back to basics is just what the doctor ordered.

Breaking the patterns of Self Scrutiny

Mon, 25 Jun 2018 16:39:00 GMT

How often do we scrutinize ourselves? What standards do you hold yourself up to? How often do you unfairly judge yourself? Often when I am photographing women they are so quick to criticize and judge themselves…..look at my wrinkles, my … Read More

Airing out my dirty laundry

Wed, 20 Jun 2018 19:00:00 GMT

Scaredy Cat

Fri, 18 May 2018 18:52:00 GMT

I am working on giving myself permission to be myself……and all the crazy that come along with it. I am in the midst of creating a new series that is so different than what I normally do, but am giving myself permission to step outside the norm and listen to the crazy that is in my mind, and to stop being such a SCAREDY CAT

My head is swimming

Wed, 16 May 2018 21:26:00 GMT

Change of Perspective

Thu, 19 Apr 2018 20:23:00 GMT

UPDATE

Thu, 01 Mar 2018 00:47:00 GMT

I feel like I have been living in a dream. When I first started out in photography, I wished that I could sell my work. I wished that people would appreciate what I do. I wished that I could hold the title of artist. All the above came true this past weekend at the Artist Project. I met so many people, talked about my work to artist groups, met so many artists…..the list goes on an on. I thank you from the bottom of my heart, those who bought my work, those who took the time to write me little notes of encouragement, those who wanted to hear the story behind the image and even those who made me shed a tear or two. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

And today, I received an email from The Art Gallery of Hamilton, accepting three of my images into their annual juried art show. So honoured. If you can drop by, it promises to me an amazing show.

Depression

Thu, 15 Feb 2018 14:10:00 GMT

Thirty four years ago, on this day, February 15, my mother took her own life. Thirty four years…….the number almost slaps me in the face. So many years, so many memories. Today, always brings up the negative. The vivid memories … Read More

Create your own opportunities

Thu, 08 Feb 2018 18:38:00 GMT

I am a firm believer that we make our own opportunities. Success requires diligence, hard work, dedication….that cannot be denied. It is the role that luck plays that adds controversy. Some believe that luck plays an equal part to talent/skill and hard work. Although, I cannot deny that luck plays a small role in some people’s success, I think life is what you make it. Seeing opportunities, taking risks, learning new skills, pushing yourself beyond what you thought possible….that’s what separates the best from the best, at least in my humble opinion. Here’s to opening our own “locks”, and creating our own opportunities.

Light at the end of the Tunnel

Thu, 01 Feb 2018 22:11:00 GMT

Bell Let’s Talk

Wed, 31 Jan 2018 16:31:00 GMT

Today is Bell Let’s Talk Day. The premise of the program is to encourage talking about mental health. At the time of its’ conception, most people were not talking about mental illness. I know for me, campaigns like this can make a huge difference in the lives of not only those with mental illness, but the people who love them. When I was twelve, my mother committed suicide. At that time, there were no programs or initiatives encouraging people to talk openly about mental illness. The entire subject was faux pas. You just didn’t talk about it. You hid your struggles from everyone including those that you love. You hid from others that your mom committed suicide and didn’t have a “car accident”. I was forced to bury most of my thoughts and feelings and never fully grieved. Creating a conversation about mental health, may encourage someone to reach out for help. I hope that if you are struggling, that you feel supported in a way that my mother never did. Not just on days like today when the topic is in the forefront, but each and every day.

Accepting the Unattainable Ideal

Tue, 16 Jan 2018 20:43:00 GMT

Ever since I can remember I have criticized my body. Although I have never swayed too far from my ideal weight, it has never been good enough for me. I work out six times a week, every week, and watch what I eat. I have tried countless dieting fads and lifestyle changes, always on the look out for the newest perspective on weight loss. And still……I do not like what I see in the mirror. I am a work in progress. What I have realized that I am not alone. People everywhere are in the exact same place as me in terms of their self perception of their bodies. I have had this image in my mind for such a long time. It took a while finding a mannequin that did not break the bank, and bringing her home in pieces was quite an adventure. I am convinced my neighbours think that I have truly lost my marbles. But, I wanted to create a reminder to myself that maybe, just maybe my “ideal” body is not ideal for me and I should accept me for me. I’m not saying that I am going to stop taking care of myself…..hell no….I have a whole lot more living to do, but what I am going to try to do is to stop being so damn critical of myself and offer myself a new way of looking at me. One that is positive, supportive and loving.

Holding On

Sat, 13 Jan 2018 17:45:00 GMT

Every new year brings about change. New year’s resolutions, personal reflections, goal setting…….And with all this, comes struggle. Struggle with balancing the new you and the old you, the person you wan to be and the person you are presently. The good, the bad and all the in between. Life is a blend of the good and the bad. I wanted to create an image that illustrates the struggle between various versions of ourselves…the good….who thinks positively, lives a life of pure bliss and the bad…the negative self talker, the sabotager…..One cannot exist without the other, although we would all love to shed ourselves from the latter, we hold on.

Dare to Dream

Thu, 04 Jan 2018 22:52:00 GMT

Dependency

Tue, 02 Jan 2018 21:23:00 GMT

I am in the midst of brain storming for my new series. I want to explore the ideas of dependency, resilience, and burden that we all feel from time to time throughout different phases of our lives. I was thinking about the idea of feeling stuck in between dependency and independence. The idea that you can feel like your life is so dependent on someone else (hence the clasped hands and interwoven IV support) , and at the same time, that very dependency can seem like a burden the the other person and they can feel like they cannot escape (the hands tied to the IV poles). In this image, we are walking towards the EXIT sign, yet there is not door to leave, nor no indicator of the direction to take. There appears to be two doors, one for her, one for him, yet neither one is able to separate from the other. It is like we both know we need to be independent beings, yet, we are so interwoven, we cannot achieve it without losing the other if that makes sense.

2017

Fri, 29 Dec 2017 19:01:00 GMT

Ever since I walked away from my career as a paediatric occupational therapist, I have been trying to figure out what to do for a living. I knew deep down in my core that occupational therapy wasn’t right for me, I just honestly had no idea what I wanted to do. I knew that I wanted to live a life full of passion. I wanted a career that was challenging, fulfilling, creative, rewarding….one that allowed me to work with great people, be in different settings, and experience new things. I stumbled upon photography after my husband suggested I take a community course in basic photography. Little did I know that this was the beginning of a whole new world for me. I started taking photos of everything….snowflakes, flowers, drops of water. I worked as a second photographer shooting weddings. I photographed families, and newborns. I explored landscape photography and product photography. Yet, I continued to feel that all too familiar feeling that I felt as an occupational therapist. Something just wasn’t right. I started to take photos of connections…..connections and relationships between people, mothers and daughters, friends, fathers and sons. I volunteered endless hours photographing children who had cancer and their relationship with their families. Often times, I found myself hiding behind my camera with tears in my eyes…….it was an honour being able to see these connections. I attended a workshop in 2015 that changed my life……I began exploring my own connections with others. I began exploring my own personal story and using photography as therapy in a way. I began exploring my feelings, emotions, grief, fears, and hopes and dreams…….2017, was a year I dedicated to exploring conceptual photography, and learning photoshop. I created more than 30 conceptual images that I shared with others, and almost as many that just did not meet the cut. I learned so many things about myself and my craft in the past 365 days and finally realized, without a doubt, just what I want to do with my time here.

The lights are on, but no one is home

Tue, 19 Dec 2017 21:58:00 GMT

A friend recently posted that she felt so alone in a room full of people. Her words have been in my mind for days now. I have felt like that far too often. Almost wishing that I could just hide between the cushions of the nearest chair and disappear. I wanted to create a photo that reflects that idea of loneliness. Not necessarily feeling lonely in a room full of people, yikes, that would be a difficult concept to capture. I just wanted to create an image about escaping negative feelings or situations. Like avoiding that neighbour who always invites themselves in, so you hide under the cushions when the doorbell rings, or that so and so you want to avoid running into so you walk the long way home…..the list goes on and on. This concept even brought me back to my childhood….playing hide and go seek……..hiding to avoid being seen and having to be it. Oh my goodness, I hated being it……

Breaking Away

Mon, 04 Dec 2017 16:05:00 GMT

No matter how old or how young you are, not matter what your life experiences have been, we carry with us the notion that we should be and behave a certain way based on extraneous variables of gender, class, race etc. Breaking away from preconceived notions of who you are supposed to be and how you are supposed to behave can be liberating yet ultimately so challenging that most of us follow the status quo. We spend so much time making decisions based on someone else’s idea of who we are that we often fail to discovery who we really are. Don’t go through life blindly listening to everyone else’s expectations ad beliefs. Open your heart and your mind and discover who you are.

Power of the Fish

Wed, 22 Nov 2017 19:10:00 GMT

I am reading Orphan Train by Christina Baker. There is a part of the book where one of the main characters named Molly explains the meaning behind her charm necklace.

Molly Ayer has a necklace from her birth family that holds deep sentimental value. Molly’s charm necklace was a birthday gift from her father ( Mr. Ayer ) for her eighth birthday, given to her just a couple weeks before his death. The necklace is made of three inexpensive pewter charms. As explained by Molly’s father, each charm is an important animal with symbolic power in Penobscot culture. The teddy bear represents the Maine black bear and imparts courage. The bird represents the raven, which has the power to protect from “bad spells.” The fish imparts the power to resist bad influences and forces. The necklace is precious to Molly, and as a child growing up in the foster care system, she puts she necklace on every time she has to move to a new home. For Molly, the necklace represents the strength and comfort she finds in the memory of her family. It also represents her connection to her past and her cultural identity as a Penobscot Indian.

I used the idea of the fish’s ability to impart the power to resist bad influences and forces. Continuing to play with surrealism, I thought, why not create an image that plays on this notion.

Recharging

Mon, 20 Nov 2017 17:43:00 GMT

This time of year, most of us are in overdrive. We are busy with work and family and running around trying to get things sorted out for the holidays. If you feel like I do, all you really want is to recharge your batteries…..

Bagels

Fri, 17 Nov 2017 20:28:00 GMT

My friend Joel Robison is challenging himself to bake whatever is baked on The Great Canadian Baking Show. This week was Bread week and he not only baked Focaccia but he baked bagels. I was inspired by his baking week, that I decided to try to bake my own batch of bagels. I ended up learning a lot about myself during the process. Firstly, I was aware of how much enjoyment I get from spending an afternoon baking. The smells, the warmth of the oven, it really makes me happy. What I learned however, is that I have a short attention span. I ended up having to make the recipe twice because I didn’t pay attention to the details of the recipe. I also realized that I am a huge multi tasker…….not only was I baking bagels, i was catching up on my editing and assembling a new bench for our entry way. Makes you wonder why I could have possibly messed up the recipe my first go at it……Anyways, in the end, the bench was assembled, bagels were baked, and my work was at least partially completed (ok that is not true, but I will get to it I promise)

Here is Joel’s recipe. You can follow Joel at www.joelrobison.com

Here’s the recipe from CBC’s website:

Fish out of Water

Wed, 15 Nov 2017 20:38:00 GMT

This week I decided to create images that are a bit different. Images that make you wonder and ask “what if”. Rather than focus my image of the idiom used to refer to a person who is in unfamiliar and often uncomfortable surroundings, I decided to play on the notion in a literal sense.

Failure to see

Mon, 13 Nov 2017 18:52:00 GMT

I obsessively searched for the symbolism behind an owl. For some reason, it kept showing up in my thoughts and I knew it inevitably was going to be in a photo. The owl, is emblematic of a deep connection with wisdom and intuitive knowledge. Apparently, if you have an owl as a totem or power animal you’re likely to have the ability to see what’s hidden to most. When the spirit animal guides you, you can see the true reality, beyond illusion and deceit, The owl offers inspiration and guidance required to explore the unknown and the magic of life.

Flocking Freedom

Wed, 08 Nov 2017 19:48:00 GMT

Sometimes I look back on my images and think…..gawd what was I thinking? When the image was created I thought…..this is amazing…look at me! With time, you develop new skills, see things in a new light……I attended a portfolio review a while ago, and some of the reviewer’s observations were quite harsh and it took some time for me to hear what they said without emotion attached to it because so often the images that I create are chalk full of personal emotion. In retrospect, although the delivery was harsh, the message was clear. Great ideas, very poor execution. So, after repairing my bruised ego, I decided to try to create a new image with the same meaning.

First Image

Too much time on my Hands

Fri, 03 Nov 2017 13:47:00 GMT

It seems like lately every time the question of “how are you” is asked, the reply is soooooo busy. When did being busy become the status quo? I suppose the notion of living a crazy busy life signals to others that your time and attention are valued. Busy makes us feel less inadequate in a way. Where are the carefree days spent reading a book, or sitting leisurely in a cafe? Or really and truly doing nothing at all. Is that even possible without self guilt? . Like everyone, I am always trying to maximize the amount of work I get done within a period of time and with a given amount of energy. But it seems like no matter how much we accomplish or produce, no matter how early we wake up, or how late we stay up being productive, it will never make us feel like we are enough.

If I am honest, I like being busy. It is comfortable for me. I like having to do lists and LITTLE tasks that can be efficiently check off as DONE. Busyness makes me feel useful and productive and not just a waste of space. But there is a fine line of comfortable busyness for m at least. When my calendar becomes super charged and I don’t have time to sit still with myself or even hear my own thoughts, that’s when I am most unhappy and dissatisfied. Things feel out of control and I’m a fan of controlling my own time and how I spend it. I strive for the happy middle ground of being busy. Busy but not too busy. It gets me out of bed in the morning, keeps me charged and motivated, but doesn’t wipe me out at the end of the day, or take away from my quality time with my loved ones. Where is your happy middle ground? And what can you not do today that will allow you more time to spend in your happy place?

This image is dedicated to reducing the “BUSY” and spending more time in the happy middle ground of busy but not too busy.

The many hats we wear

Mon, 30 Oct 2017 23:21:00 GMT

Who am I? I am a mother, a wife, an artist, a photographer, a friend, a sister, a daughter, a designer, a vegetarian, an exercise addict, a tv a holic, a true forgetter of movies ( I watch them and love them, but then totally forget them and can rewatch them like I have never seen them before….a true gift I know). Here’s to the many hats each of us wear.

A little help from my friends

Mon, 23 Oct 2017 15:32:00 GMT

Crescent Moon

Mon, 16 Oct 2017 16:43:00 GMT

I wanted to create an image that illustrates my current state of mind. I am struggling with where my work fits in this world. I have heard from so many artists that their creativity ebbs and flows. Sometimes they are full of ideas and are able to create while other times no matter how hard they try, they are left blank. Sometimes for me, despite the fact that my brain is working over time and is full of ideas, I am at a loss for what it all means.

For some reason, when I was brainstorming how to illustrate this idea, crescent moons kept coming to the forefront. When I looked up the meaning of the word crescent, apparently, it comes from the latin term ceres, meaning to “bring forth, and create.” Ok…..well I started to get some clarity. The moon, like creativity, follows a path of continual change. You never see a continual full moon despite the fact that it is always present. Just like we are never 100 percent full of new ideas. That doesn’t necessarily mean we are “not creative beings”. The moon is never seen as a crescent shape all of the time, but the way we see the moon is always changing. It’s presence is what is contstant, just like our creativity. How we see it, or access it just changes. I wanted to create this image of grabbing hold of the idea of “ceres” of the ability to create, as I struggle with how my creativity and photography fits into the world.

Golden

Thu, 12 Oct 2017 13:57:00 GMT

This week’s theme was golden. What better way to represent golden than using the beautiful colours of autumn?

1282 bandaids Heal the Soul

Tue, 10 Oct 2017 15:27:00 GMT

1282 bandaids….that’s the magic number, or at least the magic number of bandaids required to create this image.

Bandaids represent healing. You put them on a scrape or small cut. They offer comfort to a crying child who has fallen and scraped their knee. An operating room is where more serious injuries are repaired. So, what better way to represent the idea of healing than to cover yourself in bandaids in a hospital operating room? I thought of this idea a while back and wasn’t sure about it. Logistically, how was I going to pull this off? Lesson learned…if you don’t ask, you will never know. And so, I simply asked the question and found the perfect operating room for this photo.

Today is Work Mental Health day. Based on events of my childhood, I tend to spend a lot of my time, looking for signs of depression. Signs of depression in myself, my children, my family and friends. I am constantly expecting the worst to happen, because it already did, and could easily happen again. The process of healing my soul is a long and deeply personal journey.

To me, this image represents healing overmuch in the literal sense, yet there is a much deeper meaning for me. I used bandaids in the literal sense to represent healing. He is completely covered in bandaids. His physical characteristics are hidden since your soul cannot be seen in the literal sense as it is more about the power of the mind and spirit in the face of life’s most difficult challenges. I shot it in an operating room to represent the significance of being in a supportive environment, yet he is alone as his journey is individual and only his to take. A special thank you to my son, who bravely and patiently wore the bandaids

Dragon Slayer

Mon, 02 Oct 2017 19:21:00 GMT

I was driving to a hockey tournament this weekend, and the sky was full of fluffy white clouds. As we were driving, I noticed that one of the clouds looked just like a dragon. I immediately thought….wouldn’t that be a great photo idea? Once I got back home, I immediately ran to the halloween store (my favourite place ever) and found me a dragon slayer costume and sword. I got decked out, hopped in the car and went to my favourite inconspicuous photo location. While I was setting up, in the distance I saw a lone figure approaching who was decked out in full on camouflage. As he got closer, I noticed that not only was he in camo, he was carrying arrows………I immediately thought….oh no…….a possible duel??? Luckily for him, he walked on by, obviously intimated by my attire.

Emotional Rescue

Thu, 28 Sep 2017 20:18:00 GMT

I was recently listening to The Rolling Stones’ Emotional Rescue during my self allocated quiet the mind time . It’s a bit ironic that my self allowed quiet the mind time is more often than not quiet. It really is a time when I allow my mind to be quiet if it wants, or full of creative wisdom and brainstorming. I approach this 5 minute daily window without judgement and just allow my brain to do as it will.

What I see when I look in your eyes

Fri, 22 Sep 2017 14:17:00 GMT

I am participating in a weekly challenge called the Lightbulb Project. Each week we are given a theme and asked to take a photo dealing with the selected theme. This week was “reflection”. I recently saw a photo by Rosie Hardy and it resonated with me, so I decided to use it as my inspiration.

When I look into my son’s eye’s, I see myself in so many ways reflected back to me. The positive traits, yet I also see some of my traits that I consider negative. Instead of negative, let’s use the idea of works in progress. When I look in his eyes, and see those works in progress, I know that they are….works in progress as he has many more healthy and constructive ways of dealing with them then I ever had. He is able to recognize them and learn to be better despite them, rather then let them define him.

Release: Behind the Scenes

Thu, 21 Sep 2017 20:26:00 GMT

Recently, I was looking at another photographer’s work and noticed that they shared some behind the scenes images of what goes into creating a final image. Here is my first attempt at showing you some of the behind the scenes … Read More

Release

Wed, 20 Sep 2017 15:29:00 GMT

I recently attended an inspiring photography conference and had the pleasure of meeting one of my favourite photographers Joel Robison. During one of his lectures, he talked about when he was a child and worried a lot. He worried so … Read More

A splash of colour

Fri, 28 Jul 2017 15:33:00 GMT

entwined

Fri, 14 Jul 2017 21:30:00 GMT

Life Line

Fri, 07 Jul 2017 19:49:00 GMT

Introspection

Tue, 04 Jul 2017 17:25:00 GMT

Introspection is the examination or observation of one’s own mental and emotional processes. When we are introspective, we often examine our own conscious thoughts and feelings often without skepticism. Who and what do you see when you look inward?
I thought that this quote was appropriate today…

“Today you are you,
that is TRUER than true.
There is NO ONE alive
who is YOUER that You!”
Dr. Seuss

Self Improvement

Mon, 26 Jun 2017 14:32:00 GMT

I wanted to create an image that incorporates the idea that self improvement is a process of modification/alteration. Sometimes these modifications are small and almost go unnoticed, yet other times they are monumental and immediately life changing. It involves putting … Read More

Emotional Baggage

Sun, 18 Jun 2017 20:06:00 GMT

Emotional baggage….everyone has it in some form or other. We carry it with us wherever we go. What better way to illustrate this idea than literally, as pieces of luggage. I came up with the concept, rented as many suitcases … Read More

Seniors Photos

Wed, 31 May 2017 18:57:00 GMT

Creativity

Tue, 23 May 2017 19:26:00 GMT

Water Portrait sessions

Tue, 16 May 2017 20:08:00 GMT

Riverdale Art Walk 2017

Mon, 15 May 2017 15:35:00 GMT

Fine Art Sale

Thu, 04 May 2017 16:26:00 GMT

Human Landscapes

Mon, 01 May 2017 15:24:00 GMT

So honoured to be a part of this amazing exhibit.

“Human Landscapes” Opening Reception

Part of the Scotiabank CONTACT Photography Festival

Featuring:

Lora Moore-Kakaletris

Dominick Petrungaro

Elycia SFA

Scotiabank Contact Festival

Tue, 25 Apr 2017 18:22:00 GMT

I am beyond excited for my upcoming exhibit with Dominick Petrungar and Elycia SFA as part of the Scotiabank Contact Festival. Our exhibit titled Human Landscapes promises to be a very eclectic collection of photography. It runs for the month … Read More

Art Gallery of Hamilton

Thu, 20 Apr 2017 15:05:00 GMT

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Wed, 12 Apr 2017 14:14:00 GMT

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Motivation

Mon, 03 Apr 2017 17:13:00 GMT

People often ask me how I stay motivated creatively. And, if I am completely honest the answer is creativity for me comes in waves. There are moments of time…sometimes hours, days or weeks where I feel like I am on … Read More

Broken

Fri, 24 Mar 2017 15:34:00 GMT

new work

Mon, 20 Mar 2017 18:01:00 GMT

Lens culture

Fri, 10 Feb 2017 20:58:00 GMT

Full steam ahead

Thu, 09 Feb 2017 19:11:00 GMT

New Perspective

Tue, 31 Jan 2017 21:28:00 GMT

This week I met with some really great people: a gallery curator, an agency publisher and a fine art painter. Each graciously shared with me their insight about the art world. Following the meetings, I reviewed my notes, gathered my … Read More

Preparing for an art exhibit

Tue, 24 Jan 2017 21:38:00 GMT

Blue Monday

Mon, 16 Jan 2017 14:52:00 GMT

Blue Monday is a name given to the third Monday in January. It is considered to be the most depressing day of the year. A day associated with feelings of despair and sadness. People may feel down following the holidays, and the weather is gloomy. Blue Monday was created in 2005 by a British holiday company. The idea was derived not from the results of any in-depth research, but instead by using a calculation involving such factors as current weather conditions and debt levels. The idea caught on, and now many of us have come to dread it. I thought it might be useful to consider some ways to try to beat the negativity and despair associated with Blue Monday. If we grab hold of the negative, we are more likely to see the things that make us sad or depressed. But, if we choose to focus on the positives, then we are more likely to notice the high points. I know it sounds corny, but why not try it. Try making a list of the things you are grateful for. Or offer someone a genuine compliment. Or simply offer someone a smile (they are contagious you know). Go for a walk. Try a new exercise class. Have coffee with a friend. Listen to your favourite song. Dance like no one is watching.

I’ve given you wings

Tue, 03 Jan 2017 20:35:00 GMT

Being a mother to two teenaged boys has it’s challenges, but for the most part I am thoroughly enjoying all of it. I love watching them change…..Everyday they are a little different….and change is good. This image is part of … Read More

Cali Carpenter

Thu, 22 Dec 2016 14:08:00 GMT

Hi everyone. After reading an early morning inspirational post from a dear photographer friend Hilary Guald offering a photo session give way in honour of Cali’s Angels, I decided to follow her lead. Two years ago, I was at Hilary’s … Read More

Update

Tue, 25 Oct 2016 15:13:00 GMT

Admittedly I have not done a very good job blogging lately. But, I thought that I would write a quick update and show some of the work that I have been doing the past few months.

Photographic journalling

Thu, 16 Jun 2016 15:00:00 GMT

I recently spoke at a bereavement group about my experiences with photographic journalling. Since then, I have had a few people ask me about it so I thought that I would share my thoughts here…….

Savor Living

Wed, 08 Jun 2016 14:50:00 GMT

I recently had the opportunity to work with some lovely ladies at Savor living. I love supporting local entrepreneurs and Nicole is such a sweet heart. I met her a few years ago, and when she asked if I would photograph her again, I jumped at the chance. She is opening up her own vegan prepared foods shop. You have to stop by her website and order some of these dishes. They look amazing. Here’s a little bit about how her whole idea came to volition. Opening soon!!!

Here is a short Bio:

I am a butcher’s daughter, literally! In fact, I come from a family of butchers – my father, grandfather, great-grandfather, and uncles – all butchers. So you might wonder – how does a butcher’s daughter, with a long career in real estate, decide she should create a plant-based meal delivery service?

This journey began with my 2015 New Year’s resolution. I wanted to investigate deliberate and conscientious changes that could lead to a more fulfilling life. I was not unhappy by any means, but somehow knew that there was room for more. Not “more” in the sense of physical possessions, rather more fulfillment, more satisfaction & more joy in my everyday life. I wanted to live in the moment, and find a creative outlet that I was truly passionate about. While my career in real estate was successful, it just didn’t provide that sense of fulfillment. It was time for a change.

For as long as I can remember, my kitchen has been one of the places where I am happiest and most relaxed. Cooking, and being creative with food, is something I am truly passionate about – experimenting with recipes, preparing meals, enjoying those meals with family and friends and so on.

At the same time, I was pursuing the continuous improvement of my own physical health and well-being. Several years ago, I had started researching various dietary changes and how they might help me reach my personal goals. The more I learned about Plant-Based Nutrition, whole foods and clean eating, the more I found that it was the right solution for me, and I fully embraced those changes in my own diet. For me, those changes were never about what I was not eating. Instead, I was becoming more aware of what I was eating, and what I could eat, and I liked it!

So it was all right there in front of me. I felt passionately about food and nutrition, and the way food and nutrition impact our lives, and I wanted to share that. I enrolled in a Plant-based Nutrition Certification Program and it’s changed my life. Savor Living is the result of that passion, and my learning from that program. It’s a business born of my desire to share what I’ve learned with my family, friends and community, and I look forward to sharing with you as well!

“Let food be thy medicine and medicine be thy food.”
― Hippocrates

Nicole lives in Oakville. When she’s not in the Savor Kitchen, she keeps busy being mom to three great children – two sons and a daughter. As a parent, she relates to every parent’s struggle to teach our children how to make healthy food choices, and is proud that her children have embraced some of the important nutritional benefits and dietary changes that she believes in. Her husband is an established Optometrist in Oakville. In addition to being her greatest source of support and a talented photographer – blame him when you can’t resist a menu item due to those tempting pictures! – he has also embraced a Plant Based diet.
The Website is www.savorliving.ca

JUNE Headshots

Tue, 24 May 2016 11:18:00 GMT

For the month of June I am offering a Headshot special. Limited spots available. Please contact me for details

Childhood Memories

Wed, 18 May 2016 11:56:00 GMT

During my recent portfolio review, one of my reviewer’s shared with me a story of his childhood. His story has stayed with me, and inspired my latest photo. During our discussion about my mother and her death, he revealed that … Read More

Portfolio review

Wed, 11 May 2016 18:03:00 GMT

This week I participated in the Scotiabank Contact Festival portfolio reviews. For those who are not familiar with portfolio reviews, basically it is an opportunity to show your work to people in the industry…curator’s, gallery representatives, photographers etc, and get feedback. For this particular review, each accepted photographer was scheduled for five one on one twenty minute reviews. During the portfolio review process, despite whatever armour you put on your ego before entering the room, it hurts to hear criticism. As a photographer, I tend to bare all…….I really do speak emotionally through my work. I lay it all out there, for the world to see. Receiving criticism almost feels like a personal attack in a way. How dare you say that about me…about my work? It takes a very strong person to bare their soul…put it all out there and accept the inevitable. SO, there I was, baring my soul….my work layed out on the table in front of the reviewer….a few moments of silence as they take it all in……my heart beating a few beats faster than normal, my stomach in butterflies……..anticipating the worst. Despite my greatest fears, my work was received with relative positivity. But what amazed me most, is my tendency to dwell on the negative. What they didn’t like, what they thought needed work, what didn’t work in their opinion. As I drove home, I questioned my abilities. I questioned my vision. I questioned why I photograph in the first place. I wallowed in the negativity. I let it consume me. And then I closed the door. I moved forward. I focused on the positive. I focused on how I can use harsh criticism to better myself and my craft. There is always room for growth…..for learning…..for betterment. Although their honesty hurt my ego, I got over myself and was thankfully able to see without a doubt that the artist in me is here for keeps…..growing, learning, evolving…….Not everyone will love everything I create, and that is ok, but if it resonates with just one person than that’s what makes all the hard work worthwhile.

Although this image isn’t perfect…there are flaws……there are imperfections, I thought it was appropriate to illustrate my ego……a little cracked from the experience, yet able to be repaired with self love and commitment to better myself.

Chasing Time

Wed, 04 May 2016 10:23:00 GMT

It seems like there are never enough minutes in the day to get all the things done that are on our to do list.… juggling work, family and life in general is a balancing act at times. You manage to do amazing things in one area of your life, while other areas take a hit. In my life……having a clean house definitely takes the hit…never gonna happen. We live amongst piles of clean clothes (I take pride in that point….clean clothes rarely make it to their drawers), a pile of odd socks sitting in the family room waiting for their other half to reappear, dirty dishes sitting on the counter all day long (however, I can’t go to sleep at night if they are in the sink), smelly hockey equipment sitting in the closed bag by the front door, need I say more?…… and that’s ok. We are enjoying other aspects of life….after school catch up chats (one of my fav’s), evening couch cuddles while watching some form of sport or reality tv, long walks….. Life is not a race……for me it’s more about fulfilment, happiness and taking the time to be grateful for where you are, what you have and the people you love. It’s about allowing yourself to slow down…… I love this quote from Ferris Bueller: “Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop to look around once in a while, you could miss it.”

All roads lead to home

Wed, 27 Apr 2016 13:02:00 GMT

I have been grappling with this idea for a while. Thinking back on my life…what I should have done, what I shouldn’t have done. Why did I spend 7 years in university working endless hours to be an occupational therapist, … Read More

If you can’t take it….don’t dish it out

Wed, 20 Apr 2016 15:56:00 GMT

I have spent many hours preaching to my children the importance of kindness. “Be kind” and “that isn’t kind” are phrases they have probably heard me say thousands of times. So often, we are critical of other’s without thinking twice. I have caught myself being critical of others…passing judgement and demonstrating decreased tolerance for ideas that are different that mine. If we are honest, it has happened to all of us. I’m sure we have all done it and we have all had it happen to us. It is human nature. Whether or not we realize it, we have the ability to impact someone else’s self esteem and self worth and the way they perceive the world by the things we say and do. We know that we’re all different, have our own opinions and not everyone is going to agree with everything all of the time. Having said that, the bottom line is as it always has been. If you can’t say something nice, well, you know the rest……. Let’s work on kindness.

People in glass houses….well glass jars in this case, shouldn’t throw stones.

When life throws you curve balls

Wed, 13 Apr 2016 13:34:00 GMT

Recently I was talking to my friend Lise who is an astrologer/energy healer and she was describing a vision that she had when working with a client. All of her stresses, obstacles, ideas…were disguised in the form of balls. They were coming at her from all directions. These “balls” were constantly creating obstacles for her to proceed…to advance…to really enjoy her life and achieve what she set out to do. As she was describing her vision, I knew that I needed to create an image that summarizes the thoughts and feelings that I had around this idea. Life can be stressful and stress can have a variety of causes such as family problems, financial difficulty, poor health…the list goes on and on. Life is a balancing act and is always changing. There is no one prescription that works for everyone. That would be too easy. Sometimes it seems like our list of things to do, leaves us unglued…..undone…unable to really even see,, let alone do, what makes us happy/fulfilled. Sometimes, at least for me, it takes quiet……alone time, to really hear myself think. To quiet the noise. The noise that says you should do this, others are doing that….. do this, do that….don’t do this…you need this…she’s doing this, so you should be doing that…..So many “balls”!!!! How can we possibly hear anything with all that noise? If we quiet the mind, remove all our “balls” we can actually hear….really hear what we want….what’s important…what we hold sacred. That’s what we need to focus on. That’s what it’s all about. “If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at will change.” Unknown. Looking at all our “balls”, throwing them all out there, sorting through them, and really focusing on the few that mean the most. Holding those “balls” sacred with our eyes and hearts wide open.

I’m not sure where I found this quote but I have it on the wall above my computer

“There is a voice inside of you that whispers all day long. I feel that this is right for me, I know that this is wrong. No teacher, preacher, parent , friend or wise man can decide what’s right for you-just listen to the voice that speaks inside.”

Montgomery’s Inn

Wed, 06 Apr 2016 16:08:00 GMT

One of my goals over the past year has been to get my work exhibited. I have spent countless hours applying to gallery submissions, talking to curators and really trying to get my work seen. It has been an uphill battle. So many doors close before one opens. It takes hard work, perseverance and belief in yourself to make dreams a reality. Being an artist is tough. I remember talking with Deb Schwedhelm a few years ago about being a fine art photographer and she told me then that it really required having tough skin. Everyone has an opinion about your work and it is not always positive. I have spent many hours thinking that I wasn’t good enough. I have shed many tears. I have been so frustrated at times that I have considered giving up. But that little voice inside me…you know the one that says to each and every one of us that there is something beautiful and special in all of us and that the way you see the world is unique. The voice that encourages you to embrace all that you are, and believe in yourself? Sometimes that voice is so soft spoken that I do not hear it. But other times, it screams so loud that I am forced to listen and absorb…….

Glow boob

Wed, 30 Mar 2016 12:00:00 GMT

For the past few months, I have had the honour of documenting one courageous woman’s breast cancer journey. Courageous is an understatement if I am being completely honest. I can’t even begin to express how she has impressed me with her positivity, courage and strength. Her willingness to bare all, is admirable. Her ability to show her vulnerability is inspirational. And her willingness to allow me to be me and embrace my “cra cra”, well let’s just say it blows my mind. I often ask myself why did she choose me to be a part of her journey and why did I agree to be a part of it? At first, I was unclear. I was nervous that I would not do a good job documenting physical and emotional journey. I was anxious that I couldn’t stomach it. I was fearful that I would embarrass myself and faint during one of her blood tests (it has been known to happen). I am the type that couldn’t even look at my own scars from surgery, so this was HUGE. But, once I got over myself, the experience is something I will cherish forever. It has truly changed my life. I have witnessed tears of sadness, tears of relief, tears of joy. I have witnessed family bonds, love between mother and daughter and husband and wife. I have sat for hours in waiting rooms, waiting for surgery status reports. I have witnessed so much positivity that I honestly didn’t know what to do with at times. I have learned so much about resilience, courage and the power of positive thinking. The list goes on and on……

Prior to her final stage of reconstruction, after 500cc of saline had been injected……in case you aren’t familiar with the terminology…500cc is a lot….it’s equal to 500 mL , we had a little fun playing with a flashlight and her saline filled breast. Who knew that if you shine a flashlight on a breast filled with saline it glows??? It was AMAZING!!!! The image below I affectionately refer to as her “glow boob”. To me, it resembles a heart at times, and an eye at others. The heart shape can be representative of all the people who have supported her throughout this journey. The eye…well to me, it is almost as if it represents someone looking over her….protecting her…reassuring her that all will be well. Immediately following surgery, she mentioned smelling vanilla which reminded her of her mother, whom she lost. So in a way, this image is emblematic of her journey, her spirit, and her outlook.

Spring has sprung

Wed, 23 Mar 2016 15:17:00 GMT

I find that my creativity tends to follow that familiar cycle of ebbing and flowing. Some days I feel like I am on fire…so much in my head that I want to get out….so many ideas. Other days, I feel … Read More

Mind blown…….I’m Irish

Wed, 16 Mar 2016 18:59:00 GMT

The little I know about my family history comes from a grade 8 Family tree project. From that project, I learned that my roots have been in Canadian soil for generations. I knew that my grandfather on my mother’s side was born in England. That about sums it up. So I assumed, I was of English descent. My husband never believed me…..often saying take a look in the mirror…..you’ve got Irish in you. Apparently my flaming locks gave me away. What a generalization. I had no other evidence to indicate that that may in fact be true. At least not until I stumbled upon a family history book. It dates back to 1802…..1802!!!!!! And do you know what I discovered? I’M IRISH!!!!!! My great, great great grandfather was born in Ireland in 1802. He married Nancy Cunningham from Scotland. In 1833, he immigrated to Canada in a ship like so many other immigrants. Traveling at sea for six weeks in terrible conditions. Once in Canada, they proceeded westward to their new home in Nicol Township and actually constructed their home by hand in the course of a week or so. In a letter written by Alex Fordyce, my great, great, great grandfather was highly regarded. “We have every Sunday has a sermon read in the tavern b Mr T Moore, and Irishman, who has a farm here, and who prays very well, and there being some good singers we get on very well.” I guess I did not inherit the singing gene lol.

So, this year, St Patrick’s day holds a new place in my heart…..bring on the Guiness and green beer….we’ve got some celebrating to do!!!!

My great, great, great grandmother: Nancy Cunningham

My Great, great grandfather (middle back row)

Shame

Tue, 08 Mar 2016 16:41:00 GMT

I posted this image on various social media, and it has received a lot of attention for a lot of reasons so I thought I would take some time to talk about it. A lot of my new water work, has focused on the concept of fear. I titled this image “Shame”. It was intended to illustrate the gripping hold that fear often has on our ability to move forward. The intensity of the darkness that can surround us when we are confronting our demons and personal struggles. My hope is that in seeing these images, that it resonates with someone…..gives them hope that their feelings are not unknown to others. That they are not alone in their struggle.

I am a big believer in synchronicities. While preparing for this blog post, my daily message from the universe popped up in my hotmail. I subscribe to www.tut.com which sends you a message from the universe on a daily basis. A little cooky, I know, but more often than not, the message resonates. Today’s message was:
I am always there. I am always helping. I never leave you.

I was there yesterday, Lora. And every day before that.

I’m with you now, and I’ll be there every day that ever follows.

I mean, where else am I going?
The Universe

I thought it was so fitting for this blog post, it was almost uncanny.

My secret series

Tue, 09 Feb 2016 12:57:00 GMT

I have been working on this series for some time now. I was not sure what the best way to reveal these self portraits, but decided to hold off until it was complete. It is a deeply personal story but one that I felt was worth sharing.

At the age of twelve, I walked into the garage to find my mother’s lifeless body sitting in the driver’s seat of her car with the engine on and doors closed tight. “My secret” is a very personal and retrospective self portrait series documenting the emotional roller coaster one goes through after losing a parent to suicide.

Failure to See the Signs: This image is me, standing with my eyes covered…….not seeing the warning signs.

A million Little Pieces: This image is a childhood photo that I used to represent my childhood crumbling into a million pieces.

The Act: This was one of favourite images to create. This is me, in my garage….Although carbon monoxide can’t be seen or smelled, I wanted to use a cloud of “smoke” to represent it visually.

Buried in Burden: The idea behind this image hit me from left field. I saw the snow bank in a parking lot and raced home t get my camera knowing that this was the perfect way to illustrate my idea.

Failure to Bloom: This image is me, lying amongst pink carnations which are believed to have first appeared on earth from the Virgin Mary’s tears, making them symbolic of a mother’s undying love. Surrounded in pink carnations, frozen and unable to bloom. I felt that at the time of my mother’s death, that I was forced to grow up overnight. I felt responsible for my younger siblings. This image, represents my failure to bloom as a teenager.

Unanswered: This image is meaningful to me as it represents my inability at the time to express my truest thoughts and emotions about my mother’s suicide. My grandmother insisted that no one know that it was suicide due to the negative stigma associated with mental illness and we were told that if anyone asked, to say that the cause of death was a car accident. This image is me, trying to call out for help, but my calls being unanswered.

Holding on to the past: I used a doll house in this image to represent my childhood….a way to hold on to my perfect life.

Tainted Reality: This image is intended to illustrate the idea that as a child losing a parent, you often feel a disconnect with your life.

Running from my reality: All I wanted to do was run….run from my fears, run from the lies……

Blindly searching for Stability: When your world is torn upside down, all you seek is stability. My life was anything but stable after losing my mother. My parents were divorced. My father was distant….my brothers and I moved from our home with our mother into a new life with our father, in a new city, with a new family. It was definitely a time of upheaval and turmoil.

Catapult to Heaven: I would often fantasize about being reunited with my mother. That it was all a mistake. I would stop dead in my tracks when a car like hers would drive by, or when someone would walk by me that resembled her. I yearned to see her again….to hear her voice…..to smell her smell……all the little things.

Inner Strength: As I embarked on my journey, the day came when the pain eased in my heart. The anger subsided. That day I knew that I would be okay…..I would be a survivor. I would hold her close to my heart forever, but I would stand on my own two feet, and embrace this life that I have been given with all that I am.

Ode to my umbrella

Mon, 19 Oct 2015 14:44:00 GMT

I recently ventured to North Carolina during the hurricane in the south to meet one of my favourite photographers and participate in a life changing convention. Brooke Shaden has inspired me over the past year to follow my heart, look deep inside and listen to my voice. She gathered together one hundred creatives from across the globe for four memorable days hidden in the rain and fog. Despite the white nailed driving conditions (the thickest fog I have ever witnessed….driving through the mountains in the pitch black, with no guard rails, and thick thick fog…I honestly thought that I would drive right off that mountain) I made my way higher and higher up in the mountains (3400 ft) and was greeted by Brooke and received one of her signature hugs to boot. Bucket list moment!!!!

The biggest take away for me from this convention was the concept of fear. The concept of letting go of fear and living life authentically. I had heard this before many times….in fact, one of my professors in college sat me down one day after class and said “you have so much potential. So much talent. But you are too scared. Your biggest obstacle is overcoming your fear”. At the time, I didn’t think much of it. I didn’t feel afraid. I was reinventing myself dammit . I had left my career as an Occupational therapist. I was back in college. I was fearless. Or so I thought. Most of my adult life has felt as if I am searching. Searching for that feeling…..that light…..that spark. I tried job after job as a therapist trying to ignite it to no avail. I knew I needed to be creative. Yet, I was not sure why my life took such a turn in the opposite direction. I wanted to help people. But didn’t realize that I could do both. I can help people tell their story. I can help people see their beauty, their strength and their soul.

I decided to pursue photography after never really ever picking up a camera, other than a point and shoot. I enrolled in a community photography course and began to feel that flutter…that energy I was craving. That spark that I had been searching for. But it was faint. It was quiet. It was only a whisper. I forged ahead, welcoming any opportunity to practice and hone my craft. During the process, I started to hear that little voice inside me. A little voice telling me that I was on the right track. I was going in the right direction. But, still, that voice was quiet. Just a little louder than a whisper. It wasn’t until I was on the plane returning home from my time with Brooke, that the voice screamed out at me, almost slapping me awake……..”Follow your heart” it screamed. “What are you talking about?” I asked myself. Following my heart is my motto. I have it tattooed on my wrist for pete’s sake. But, sitting alone on the plane looking out the window, digesting all the information that I had acquired from people such as Me Ra Koh, Brooke Shaden, Branden Harvey, and Nirrimi Firebrace, I realized that I have made a career out of running from fear. Doing what I think others would like or make them happy. Making little changes here or there, but never really living fearlessly. All the while, only partially listening to my own inner voice. It was at that moment that I made a promise to myself. I have decided to embrace the way I view the world unapologetically. Embrace those I am fortunate enough to work with, with the same fearlessness. Tell my story. Tell their story. Stray away from what’s safe and embrace the eccentricities of me.

My little black umbrella accompanied me on my journey to North Carolina. It helped protect me from the rain, the wind and the cold. But, during the process, it fell apart. Slowly and with much resistance it continued on it’s quest of protection. But in the end, I was me standing there alone, not needing to be protected. it is quite symbolic of my journey. I have kept my inner voice quiet…..resisting it’s message, but slowly it has broken down barriers of resistance and has finally been heard. Thank you Brooke for welcoming me into your world. And thank you to my little black umbrella.

My most heartfelt photo session to date

Tue, 22 Sep 2015 13:37:00 GMT

I was recently asked by this beautiful woman to photograph her. She is currently fighting breast cancer and in the middle of chemotherapy treatment. She has lost her hair. She has lost her energy. She has lost part of herself…….but … Read More

“Water” Summer 2015

Tue, 08 Sep 2015 09:14:00 GMT

It is the first day of school and summer vacation is sadly over. I thought it appropriate to share with you some of the images I created over the summer months. Thank you to everyone who was willing to help out. It means so much to me to have so much support. Some of these images will be included in my upcoming exhibits in 2016. Stay tuned for details.

I am Canadian

Sat, 11 Jul 2015 11:15:00 GMT

The figure skater

Fri, 10 Jul 2015 16:13:00 GMT

The girl with hair that reminded me of an octopus

Sat, 04 Jul 2015 14:46:00 GMT

Back in the water………oh how I have missed it. There is something about photographing people in water that ignites my inner drive….my creativity and my sense of myself. I feel at ease in the water. I feel at home. Wherever … Read More

Uprooted

Sat, 23 May 2015 00:42:00 GMT

Redevelopment brings along construction, mess and congestion. Amongst the chaos, I have found some gems…..This is the third little house that I have come across and incorporated into an image.

My mind was racing last night as I lay in bed. I had just found the third little house and was thinking of how to create another image. My creative juices were flowing til the wee hours of the night……With paper and pencil on my bedside table, I was able to write down my idea and get a few hours of shut eye before my day began. This image, appropriately titled is about being uprooted…..and what better way to represent the idea than literally?????

A video recap

Mon, 18 May 2015 17:06:00 GMT

For those of you who were unable to attend opening night of my “Water” exhibit, my sons put together a wonderful little video of the night. Thank you so much Dimitri and Andreas xo

Left Behind

Fri, 15 May 2015 12:16:00 GMT

Living Passionately

Fri, 08 May 2015 13:09:00 GMT

This week has been a whirl wind. I had my first ever opening night of my “Water” exhibit and then my image “Plenty of fish in the Sea” was recognized in a local Artworks exhibit and was selected as the third place winning image amongst some outstanding pieces of art. I have felt honoured and privileged for these opportunities. Today, I was looking back on the week and decided to try to capture my feelings in an image. For so many, work is simply that, work. Something that you do day in and day out to put food on the table, clothes on your back and a roof over your head. There is no passion. There is no creativity. I am fortunate to have been given a second chance. After spending many years working as an Occupational Therapist I decided to take a chance, spread my wings and see if I could fly. I wasn’t sure what I was going to do, nor was I confident in the path that I had chosen. I had spent so much time and energy going to school and working that I felt like a failure for walking away from a professional career. It took some time and some serious honest reflection, but I truly believe it was the best decision I could have ever made.

Canadian Art Must see exhibit

Thu, 30 Apr 2015 19:51:00 GMT

So honoured to have my “Water” exhibit recognized in Canadian Art Must see exhibits

http://canadianart.ca/must-sees/2015/04/30/must-sees-this-week-april-30-to-may-6-2015/?utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=April+30+2015+Weekly&utm_content=April+30+2015+Weekly+CID_52a77356a84213888f490e4d5d923d44&utm_source=E%20Weekly%20Campaign&utm_term=MUST-SEES

Artworks

Sun, 26 Apr 2015 14:51:00 GMT

New: Signature fine art portraits

Sun, 26 Apr 2015 14:07:00 GMT

Inspiring Childhood Creativity

Wed, 22 Apr 2015 15:34:00 GMT

One of my favourite things about being a mom is inspiring creativity in my children. Spending the day “unplugged” can result in the most creative energy. This past weekend, my godson was visiting. One thing the three boys love doing … Read More

butterfly

Tue, 14 Apr 2015 16:38:00 GMT

The other day I dreamt I was wearing a long flowing dress, carrying a cage of some sort. I was feeling down. Not quite sad, but melancholy. The cage appeared empty, and when I looked closely, there was a small blue butterfly sitting inside. When I stopped to look inside the cage, my mood changed. I no longer felt gloomy, but felt elated……light and energetic. The butterflies began to multiply. Soon, I was surrounded by butterflies. Not quite sure what it all means, but I knew that I needed to try to capture this idea in a photo. So, this is my interpretation of my dream.

Creative spin on self portraits

Fri, 10 Apr 2015 13:20:00 GMT

water series continues

Tue, 17 Mar 2015 15:56:00 GMT

The cellist

Wed, 18 Feb 2015 14:28:00 GMT

Off to Propeller Gallery

Thu, 22 Jan 2015 14:59:00 GMT

So honoured to be selected as one of the artists exhibiting their work at the Propeller Gallery in Toronto, Ontario. The exhibit runs from January 28 to February 15, 2015. The opening night has a Black and white ball. How cool is that? If you are interested in attending, please go to http://propellerctr.com.

Propeller Gallery is located at 30 Abell Street, Toronto, Ontaio

Robert McLaughlin Gallery RMG Exposed Emerging Photographer Award

Sun, 23 Nov 2014 09:20:00 GMT

I am so honoured to have been selected this year’s Robert McLaughlin Gallery RMG Exposed CIBC Wood Gundy Emerging Photographer of the Year for the Best Overall Submission. There were so many talented photographer’s showcasing their work. More than 350 pieces were submitted, fifty of which were printed for auction. The awards night was an emotional roller coaster for me. So much talent in one room. And seeing “Andreas” hanging on the wall was overwhelming. Honestly, one of my proudest moments. It was such an honour. It is so hard to find the right words.

Thank you to the jurors for their support. Thank you to Marni Grossman who purchased the framed piece. I am so looking forward to seeing “Andreas” hanging in his new home.

Perseverance

Thu, 06 Nov 2014 16:00:00 GMT

I thought I would take this opportunity to talk about perseverance and following your heart in hopes of attaining your dream. I have a big dream. I dream of being a fine art photographer who’s work is in exhibits across the world. May sound far fetched, but, who says dreams are meant to be small? When I dream, I dream BIG. For the past year, I have been working diligently on creating a series of work that I feel warrants attention. I have poured blood, sweat and tears into it. And through it all, refusing to accept failure. I have been sending my work to countless exhibits, only to be rejected time and time again. It is a very humbling experience to say the least and has made me question this dream of mine on numerous occasions. After receiving yet another rejection, I considered throwing in the towel. But, today for whatever reason, I decided to stay on track. I decided to stay optimistic. A friend of mine is a firm believer of positive thinking. She routinely uses a dream board with her entire family and has told me numerous stories of it’s success. So, I wrote down my dream in bold letters and pinned it on my cork board so that I will see it every single day. Within minutes……I mean minutes of writing down my dream, I received an email from that very organization offering a glimpse of success…..maybe my dream is attainable???? Although, I continue to work towards attaining my dream, this is one small step in the right direction. Thank you Carrie McCarthy from the Santa fe Workshop, and to Vicky who encouraged me to create a dream board

I thought this quote from Confucius was appropriate, “it does not matter how slowly you go as long as you don’t stop”. So here’s to baby steps, dreams, and perseverance

New water photos

Wed, 01 Oct 2014 14:00:00 GMT

Water Portrait Photography in Oakville

Thu, 04 Sep 2014 14:05:00 GMT

Living in a fish bowl

Wed, 03 Sep 2014 14:51:00 GMT

I dreamt of this idea while on vacation. Sitting by the water’s edge, I watched the pelicans soaring through the sky, savouring each moment before taking the plunge into the unknown. The image I dreamt of that night was of me, wading in the water, holding a fish bowl with gold fish while pelicans soared above. Based on my research after the fact, apparently, we can think of fish as symbols of personal growth. But, because they are confined in a bowl with no where to hide, it’s as if I am trying to recognize and show to the world, my inner most feelings, but I am afraid/protective of demonstrating such vulnerability To see birds in your dreams, apparently symbolizes your goals, aspirations and hopes. Seeing many birds, may suggest one is being pulled in many different directions. Pelicans in particular are believed to represent nurturance, sacrifice and clarity. The fact that the birds are present, and free, suggests to me that my goals, aspirations and hopes are attainable, if I am willing to step outside my comfort zone.

Dream series continues

Tue, 22 Jul 2014 15:22:00 GMT

Oakville Portrait Photography

Tue, 15 Jul 2014 15:55:00 GMT

Inspiration doesn’t come at your beck and call. And that is why I love it when I have the opportunity to work with someone who is open to doing things outside the box. Steeping outside their comfort zone and really able to trust me. As part of my dream series, I dreamt that I was floating in a river. Peacefully, drifting to wherever the current took me. Dressed in a long white dress. When I woke, and wrote the details down, I wondered how I could create an image that represented the dream. Since all of my dream series have been self portraits, I doubted that this dream would be able to be included into the dream series, until I thought of this little lady. She is a very talented dancer. The epitome of grace. I was thrilled when she agreed to help me out without knowing exactly what she was getting herself into. She approached the session with openness and positivity and was so patient. I must have said one more time about a hundred times, and not once did she moan, groan or complain. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I can’t wait to work with you again.

Dream Series: Troubles ahead

Mon, 23 Jun 2014 16:32:00 GMT

Portrait photography at Coronation park

Thu, 19 Jun 2014 13:54:00 GMT

I dreamt of a house

Thu, 12 Jun 2014 15:08:00 GMT

People have been fascinated with the meaning of dreams for Centuries. In ancient times. Greeks and Romans believed in the importance of dreams to give information about past, present and future. The more I delve into this dream series project, the more I become fascinated in the meaning of my mind’s nightly entertainment.

Up up and away

Fri, 23 May 2014 12:19:00 GMT

Surrender

Tue, 06 May 2014 13:38:00 GMT

mythic slumber

Tue, 15 Apr 2014 13:02:00 GMT

Joshua Creek Heritage Art Centre Juried Photo Exhibit 2014

Sun, 13 Apr 2014 15:46:00 GMT

It is always thrilling seeing your images displayed in a gallery. I always get goose bumps and butterflies. And love quietly lingering around while viewers comment about particular images. This year Andreas and I got a kick out of listening to what people thought of my image “there’s a hippo in my bathtub”.

Stargazing

Wed, 09 Apr 2014 17:54:00 GMT

A friend of mine planted a seed, which manifested into my dreams one night. The quote that she sent me was intended to give me some solace. Here is the quote:

“Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.” Eskimo Proverb

My dream entailed me standing in a dark forest, with my roots strongly embedded into the soil. I felt the pull of gravity. I looked up into the sky and saw one bright star amongst all the star filled sky. I tried to grab hold of it but by roots were pulling me in the opposite direction. Almost as if I was stuck in the middle of urning to be near ones who have left me, but being so firmly planted with those whom are here.

Happy stargazing

Dream series continued

Tue, 01 Apr 2014 15:40:00 GMT

And the dream series continues

Thu, 27 Mar 2014 17:51:00 GMT

Stepping outside of my comfort zone and trying some new things. Here are the latest two images from the dreams series.

The first image is one from my dad, who dreamt that he was being buried alive. I decided that adding the element of escape would add to the image.

The second image is one from a friend who dreamt that she was standing in her flooded basement in her prom dress. I decided that I would omit the prom dress but add a cup of tea to the image since she is a big time tea drinker.

The beginning of my dream series

Mon, 03 Mar 2014 14:42:00 GMT

I recently had this idea about dreams. Wouldn’t it be cool to write down some of your most memorable dreams and recreate them? Come on….everyone has them. That dream that scared you, or made you so happy, or that recurring dream that frequently revisits you. Dreams fascinate me. Emotions, sensations, feelings……all that occurs in the mind during sleep. I have asked around for people to share their dreams. WOW!!! I am absolutely taken a back by the responses that I have received. My mind is working over time trying to figure out ways to capture the essence of these dreams in a single image. Please continue sharing your dreams with me. I can’t wait to see where this project takes me. Here is a glimpse of the first in my dream series

This first one was a dream that I recently had about being able to vacuum up winter. I guess these never ending cold temperatures are getting to me. It was a freezing day, but I was determined to get this photo. During my first attempt at the image I was greeted by a police man who parked nearby. He approached me and said he “didn’t expect to run into a fairy”. LOL.

The second image is one that I had after purchasing a rabbit mask at a halloween store for an unrelated photo. I dreamt I was in a forest, alone and I felt like someone was following me. You know that feeling. I turned around and this is what I saw…..flashes of white, but the rabbit’s presence was felt.

Stay tuned. More dream photos are in the making

Happy LOVE DAY

Tue, 18 Feb 2014 19:23:00 GMT

Happy New Year

Fri, 03 Jan 2014 02:02:00 GMT

My life 365 November 30-30 project

Tue, 10 Dec 2013 20:05:00 GMT

I have been plugging away at my My life 365 project but to be honest, I had started to become creatively stagnant, or at least feel that way. In October, I was approached by a group of very talented photographers and asked to participate in a 30 day photo project. It couldn’t have come at a better time. To check out the collaboration please go to www.thirty-november.blogspot.ca. But, here is a glimpse into my contribution.

Name that movie Oakville Portrait Photography

Tue, 12 Nov 2013 17:09:00 GMT

2. Little Shop of Horrors

3. Army of Darkness

4. Jaws

5. Cassablanca

Twist Active Wear Commercial Photo Session

Wed, 14 Aug 2013 18:58:00 GMT

The Simple Rules of MY LIFE

Wed, 31 Jul 2013 17:43:00 GMT

It has been quite some time since I have simply written from my heart on my blog. I have received a few requests from followers to continue with my writing. So without further delay, here is a list of MY LIFE: Simple Rules. Some are written by me, and some I have adopted from other people, whose lives I want to emulate.

1. Try new things. Step outside your comfort zone. Do things that scare you.

2. Give more. Expect less.

3. Live with integrity. Be a responsible person and approach life with honesty and thoughtfulness

4. Do what you love. The world would be a better place if more people did what they loved. Life would be more interesting if people opened their hearts and minds to possibilities driven my passion

5. We all need someone to lean on regardless of how strong or independent we may be

6. Be happy….but don’t force it. Find out what is making you unhappy and change it. No one is in charge of your happiness but YOU

7. Listen twice as much as you talk

8. Treasure friendships. No amount of wealth or power can adequately compensate for a life without TRUE friendships

9. Free your heart of hatred

10. Choose thoughts and actions based on values rather than personal growth

11. Embrace your inner child. Scream as loud as you can on a roller coaster, ride your bike with no hands, dance like no one is watching. It is amazing what world you open up when you let go of your inhibitions.

12. Stay authentic and humble. Accept yourself for who you are.

13. Be respectful of others. And always say thank you

14. Daydream……….as much as possible

15. Talking to yourself is healthy…….who else do you have more in common with?

Oakville Portrait Photography

Tue, 23 Jul 2013 22:40:00 GMT

Toronto Music Band: Gruvoria

Wed, 17 Jul 2013 15:59:00 GMT

Happy Canada Day

Mon, 01 Jul 2013 16:28:00 GMT

Oakville Portrait Photography

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 15:13:00 GMT

An afternoon in the life of

Wed, 29 May 2013 23:01:00 GMT

I spent the afternoon with “Theo” Pete, affectionately referred to by his extended family as the “Godfather”. Peter turns 90 this year….He is one of the sweetest gentlemen that I have had the pleasure of meeting. He was born in Greece. He is the oldest son of a very large family. If you can believe it…..there were 12 of them. He fought in wars, survived the great Depression…..the list goes on. When he was 32 years old, he left Greece by ship and immigrated to Canada in hopes of a better life. He married and had two daughters. He spent much of his life in the kitchen. Working tirelessly as a cook for many years. He told me that it was “hard work, very hard work Lora moo”(my Lora). I must admit, I was absolutely fascinated with Theo Pete. Watching his facial expressions and hand gestures. I could have sat there all day. Listening to him tell stories about his life in Greeklish……learning about his struggles, and his triumphs.

week 21

Sat, 25 May 2013 18:20:00 GMT

today i feel good
i walked in the water
loved how it felt under my feet
i look out in the oceans
and wonder
where the waters meet

so i walk i untill the water meets my breast
i look around and see more water
am i in the middle
where the waters meet

does it feel me
where the water meets my skin
so warm and soft
but yet so i wonder
where the waters meet

i give in to the waves
and lean till i float
close my eyes and i feel my self drift away
where the water meet i will never know

where the waves take me is where ill go
where the water meets my soul

Weeks 18, 19, 20

Wed, 22 May 2013 22:55:00 GMT

week 16 and 17

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 16:19:00 GMT

Juried Photographic Exhibit

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 20:12:00 GMT

week 15

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 18:30:00 GMT

Toronto Greek Orthodox Baptism

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 17:03:00 GMT

I must admit, I have never played the “I am Greek” card. But, it did come in handy during this Greek Baptism. There are so many details that are so important to capture. So many intricacies.

weeks 13 and 14

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 23:44:00 GMT

week 12

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 15:56:00 GMT

week 11

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 19:37:00 GMT

Cousin Fun

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 20:27:00 GMT

I had the pleasure of photographing a group of cousins who don’t get to see each other very often. I was greeted with rainbow wigs, sequin costumes, and cowboy hats…….and a whole lot of energy. This was definitely one of the funnest, go with the flow sessions that I have ever done…….even the dads dressed up but, I promised not to reveal those secret images. Don’t worry…..your secret’s safe with me….

week 10

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 19:56:00 GMT

Week 9

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 15:11:00 GMT

I have received some feedback regarding the layout of my 365 life project…….and have changed things up a bit. So…….here go…..week 9

We had a dumping of snow overnight and I woke up to this view from our front door.

A little discovery on a quick morning walk…..the snow had just fallen. These leaves were holding on……..I couldn’t resist spending a few moments observing the natural beauty that awaits us if we open our eyes to it. It was definitely worth being late for my fitness class

My youngest son…..and his TV watching pose

My creative juices were working in overdrive this week. This is one of my favourites for this week.

I had an idea about lights…….and what they can represent…….truth, protection. goodness and hope……and heck…..who says you can’t wrap yourself up in all those positive associations and just let loose….

and who can forget National Banana Bread day!!!!!

Week 8

Sat, 23 Feb 2013 20:48:00 GMT

1. The wolf man has been a frequent guest in our house this week. More images to follow

2. While making dinner one night, I looked up and saw this heart on one of our couch cushions……..the sun was sneaking in through the blinds and created such a lovely reminder for me to keep following my heart…

3. Our memory jar sitting on the table was almost glowing with the evening sun……it was magical……hopefully a sign of things to come

4. My view of my oldest son on Saturday mornings (playing video games)

5. A hand print on the shower door……..had such a presence. I had to capture it. Dripping wet I ran for my camera

6. My youngest son on Friday morning before school….no wonder we can never get out the door on time. Caught ya!!!!

7. My sons are huge wrestling fans and invited a few friends over to watch the big pay per view show…….we had an in house competition guessing who would win each match. The winner received a mini trophy

8. To qualify for busing to school, we live one house to close to the school, so I usually drive them to and from. On occasion I have asked if they would walk home. I recently heard the following reply “no thanks mom……we prefer the ROCKSTAR treatment” SO, here is my rockstar image of my son in the backseat.

Week 7

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 20:44:00 GMT

Week 7……..where has the time gone?

1. My infamous George Costanza wallet

2. Since starting this project, it is amazing what you notice……this is paint from parking lines mixed with blue ice melter pellets……this was one of those times when I was approached and asked “what are you doing?”, whereby I have yet to come up with a good reply

3. The new necklace that I received from my very talented friend Stephanie Flynn of Stephanie Flynn designs www.sfdesigns.ca

4. I was taking photos of my son….I was captivated by the reflection in the window……it was very spiritual……it brought me peace when I noticed the image reflecting back at me……when he stopped and said, “This is so embarrassing. What if someone sees me?” I confidently told him that no one was going to see him. Who would have known that within the next minute a woman walking by would stop, point and stare…….my poor son…..

5. Icicles…..I don’t think that I have ever taken a close look. They are so interesting…..some almost look like arthritic fingers….reminiscent of my grandmother

6. My inability to park centred within the lines……for some reason I always park on a slight diagonal. The running joke when I drop the boys off at school is…..”ok….I think I got it this time” and then we get out and look and I am always off kilter

7. I decided that although I love Hersey kisses, I definitely prefer Hersey Hugs……

Week 6 Project Life 365

Mon, 11 Feb 2013 17:37:00 GMT

This week was a little hectic with commercial work, so I found myself struggling to keep up with my 365.

Here is week 6 in a nutshell………

1. My youngest son wore this faux moustache for an entire day…..just had to capture it

2. Despite a snow storm that dumped more than 30 cm in 24 hours, it was followed by a warmer forecast and rain……these are water droplets on my bedroom window

3. Theme of the day was repetition……why my inner voice screamed boa and mask….I will never know why, but I went with it

4. Theme of the day was “daily life”……what better place than in the grocery store. I packed my camera in my purse. Those who know me, know that I am not a rule breaker…..so I felt like at any minute the grocery police were going to find me…….but the entire time I was singing……that song Inner Ninja. Not sure who sings it but it features David Myles. Lyrics go something like…..I know I read the rules but I broke them……….

5. Today can be summed up with one word “frustration” It is the paperwork in this business that gets to me…….mixed up orders, paper work…..I had had it.

6. Well, there is nothing like a family of four stuck at home during a snow day to get the cra-zae-zee juices flowing. My husband….in his underwear, snow blowing !!!!!!!

Just dance

Thu, 17 Jan 2013 19:56:00 GMT

I am continuing my dance project. My hope is to photograph hundreds of people dancing. People from all walks of life. All ages. All races. All types……..It is amazing to watch the transformation that occurs during these sessions. When people first arrive, they are uncomfortable. Their movements are rigid. Forced. And then, the power of the combination of their favourite music, along with the movement of their bodies takes over. They inevitably become wild, and free…..free spirited. I just love it!!!! It is my intention to capture the powerful influence that music and dance have on each and everyone one of us. So, if you are interested in participating in my dance project, please contact me and we can schedule some time. Let’s turn up the music and get our dancing shoes on!!!!!!

Sugar and Spice and Everything Nice

Sun, 30 Dec 2012 20:03:00 GMT

I had the great pleasure of photographing five beautiful teenaged girls a few days before Christmas. It was absolutely FREEZING outside and the wind added an extra punch. But, these girls were so FAB!!!!! We all bundled up and headed into the FRIGID….great outdoors…..Parkas: check, Hats: check, hot pockets: check, Winter boots: check. But the one thing that I didn’t bring was Mittens. I always wear fingerless gloves when I am working…..I just need to have my finger tips exposed. Need to feel my camera and all its’ buttons……….my poor little finger tips paid the price. But, it wasn’t until we were taking the tractor back that I realized just how cold they were.

These girls however never complained……..they even threw off their boots and danced around in socks. They were such a delight to spend the afternoon with. They even serenaded me with Christmas carols. In between shots, they huddled together with hot pockets in tow…….it was an afternoon that brought me back to my teenage years…….and made me feel like part of the gang as we chatted about movies, and make up. Thank you so much for the fun afternoon. You were absolutely Fabulous xo

Laughter

Thu, 27 Dec 2012 23:37:00 GMT

Merry Christmas

Sun, 23 Dec 2012 23:12:00 GMT

Since our family Christmas card this year has been getting a lot of attention, I thought that I would show some of the out takes from our little family session. This whole thing started last year when I put together a dance compilation card for our family Christmas card. The photos were chosen from what started out as a random family dancing session, and has turned into a photo series that I am still working on. More on that later. That card was so well received, that the boys and I decided to start a family tradition. Every year we will attempt to create a unique and fun family photo Christmas card. So, this year, after a family brain storming session, we decided to go CHRISTMAS GANGSTER STYLE. I wasn’t sure how we were going to pull it off. But I set out on a mission…….and that mission was finding the perfect Gangster Christmas accessory. I was surprised just how easy it was to find. Who knew they even made such a thing. But honestly, what says Christmas like a Ho Ho Ho gold rope chain? The boys added their personal touches (all three of them). After all, it is a family effort. I hope you enjoy the glimpse into our family Gangster Christmas session. Wishing you all much deserved health and happiness. xo

The soul made visible

Thu, 13 Dec 2012 17:42:00 GMT

Lise is one of those people who is refreshing to be around, to get to know and to interact with. She is so passionate and kind. I was a little taken a back when I first got her email asking for some photos. She is an astrologer. Something I know little about other than that I am an aries. I did a crash course in astrology 101 before meeting with her, just so I wouldn’t make a complete fool of myself. Little did I know just how much is involved. It is really so scientific and technical. Not at all what I had expected.

When I met her, I felt like we instantly clicked. We just got each other. It was amazing to watch her during this photo session. There were magical times, when she was able to remove pretense and facade from her repertoire and just be herself. It was so wonderful to witness. Thank you so much for being you, and giving me a glimpse into your soul.

My little obsession

Tue, 04 Dec 2012 18:46:00 GMT

Capture Oakville 2012

Sat, 24 Nov 2012 02:47:00 GMT

Well………it was quite a night. Back to back hockey followed by a brief defrosting and then I headed over to the awards ceremony at Oakville Town Hall for Capture Oakville 2012. This is an annual competition that I often enter. It encourages me to take risks, step outside my comfort zone and meet new people. Awards night is always fun. I love the creative energy and absolutely love strolling the hallways admiring the work of so many talented photographers. I was honoured this year to receive two awards….second place in the Fine Art category for an image that I created this past summer. It all started when every time I heard the song by Gotye……Somebody that I used to know, all I could think about was dancing marionettes. Next time you hear it, just imagine, when you hear the da da da da dana na na na da da…………….dancing marionettes. You will thank me later for that…….you will never hear that song the same way again. The second award I received was First Place in the Macro category for an image called “A bugs life”. This image was taken in the summer as well, as the boys were lounging in the pool, and I was acting as distracted life guard. I was captivated by this fly who just did not move. The judges at the competition were asking me how I photoshopped the pin out, but honestly, this fly, just DID NOT MOVE. I guess flies get lethargic in the heat too.

Chasse, Deboule, First position……

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 21:07:00 GMT

Making Lemons

Fri, 16 Nov 2012 16:01:00 GMT

Let’s just say this has been a week like no other. The universe has been playing with me……..with a twisted, juvenile sense of humour no less. I have never really been a true believer of luck. I have always believed that people are in control, to some extent, of the direction their lives take. If you view yourself as a lucky person, than good things will happen. I am not suggesting that I live my life believing in magic fairy dust or flying unicorns……I am a realist after all. But there has to be something to it. I have had some catastrophic curve balls sent me way. However, I have chosen to turn off that helpless, defeated feeling, move forward, and attempt to work my way out of negative circumstances with a lot of laughter and a touch of logic. Well, my views of luck were challenged this week when my computer’s hard drive went belly up during “tax season” for photographers. My thoughts definitely dabbled in the area of “how unlucky I was”. The universe was testing me…………forcing me to participate in the infamous “good luck/bad luck game”. You know the one……when you are stricken with something perceived as horrible, followed by a bizarre stroke of luck. So, here is how my week panned out……

First the server that supports my website and blog crashed. After hours back and forth, my website was back online unscaved. Bad luck followed by good luck if you will.

Number 2. My blog content disappeared…..could not be retrieved. I equate this to having your personal belongings stolen from you. My thoughts, emotions…..about things that are important to me, sessions that were memorable to me, perspectives on life…..gone form the internet world…..bad luck. Then I received an email that some of the posts were retrieved……..good luck.

Number 3. This one is the kicker….while attempting to upgrade my operating system, my screen went grey, and I was greeted with the following message…..Install cannot be completed. Hard drive has been damaged. Unrepairable. OMG….a photographers worst nightmare. I will be honest though, my initial reaction was physical. I dropped to me knees, put my hands over my face, my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach……..panic at it’s purest. I eventually pulled my self together and had a moment of solitude. A moment to try to reason with this UNIVERSE. I came to the conclusion that if bad things come in threes. Therefore good things must come in threes. This was not a smooth transition I must admit. And in retrospect, there was a whole lot of doubt, and fear. And a whole lot of shopping for clothes to help take my mind off of what was happening. Despite, more than 72 hours of uncertainty………..all is balanced in the universe. My computer had 51 days left of it’s warranty. I received a new hard drive for my computer, and thank goodness for my TIME MACHINE…….and regimented triple back up system, I have not lost a single file. I do however, have a few new sweaters, and a rather large VISA bill thanks to shopping therapy. “Somethings, life throws you lemonade, so you just have to make lemons. Life will be like all….WHHHHATTT???” Thanks Phil Dumphey.

Hockey Family

Thu, 08 Nov 2012 16:53:00 GMT

This was definitely one of my STINKIEST sessions EVER, but definitely one of the funnest. I was so excited when Sharyn agreed to having part of the session take place in a hockey locker room. This family is a hard core hockey family with all three boys actively participating in all levels of hockey. So, once the idea was in place, Sharyn set out to getting access to a locker room. I was so excited. But, I didn’t expect all the gear to be in the room. So, when I walked in I had to choke back my gag reflex. And I thought the hockey area in my house stunk. Thankfully, it didn’t take my nose long to adjust. So happy that we settled on the locker room idea. I think it definitely sums up this family at the present time. Thank you so much for the fun morning!!! xo

Brothers!!!!

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 16:53:00 GMT

I must admit that I had so much fun with these two boys. Although, I am pretty sure that they think that I have lost my mind. The things that came out of their mouths made me laugh! For example…..”this is crazy…..I can’t believe we are doing this……what the heck?” I definitely had them on their toes…….they didn’t know what to expect. But, with all the surprises came so much laughter and genuine smiles. Thank you so much for trusting my instinct and rolling with the punches. The images speak for themselves……you two are such great guys. So happy to have met you and been able to spend the morning with you. xo

Halloween 2012

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 16:20:00 GMT

Happy Halloween! I always get such great feedback when I show little glimpses of my everyday life…………my brother and sister in law who live in California came to visit. And despite their crazy Planes, Trains and Automobile type adventure getting here (they were coming from NYC during the hurricane), they were able to spend Halloween with us. Despite the rain, we had a great time together. And what halloween day would be complete without barfing pumpkins? At least in a household full of men It was so funny walking around the neighbourhood. We saw princess pumpkins, pumpkins with polka dots…………I thought to myself, “how nice”, and then you walk up to my house and low and behold………you get pumpkins with stomach problems and boys dressed up as professional wrestlers and whoopie cushions, and app’s with farting sound effects!!!

Family fun, on location shoot in Oakville

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 15:31:00 GMT

I thought this was a great way to kick off October………..one of my busiest months of the year. I have photographed this family before, and was thrilled to receive the call that they wanted to do another session with their extended family. With rain clouds looming, we met up at Shell Park in Oakville. What a great place for photos!!! I mentioned to the family that there was a skate park at Shell Park………. Little did I know that that would spark the men in the family to bring along their motorcycle gear. What a great afternoon we had, amongst the trees, flower gardens and flying BMX bikes. I can’t wait to show you the rest of the images.

Sooo beautiful, on location portrait photography in Oakville

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 14:50:00 GMT

I have been typing and deleting what I would say in this particular blog post for almost an our. It is difficult to put into words when a session results in not only a friendship, but in a real connection. This was one of those sessions. We had wine, we talked, we laughed……..together with her mom and sister. It was girl time in it’s essence. I wouldn’t be able to do what I love to do without your support. Thanks for everything (all three of you) from the bottom of my heart. You were simply fabulous xo

Baby W Newborn Photography

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 01:32:00 GMT

Just a glimpse

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 01:33:00 GMT

Kristine and Dexter – Toronto Maternity Session

Wed, 27 Jun 2012 01:34:00 GMT

I met Kristine and Dexter last Saturday morning. Two days after our first heat wave of 2012. Thank goodness the weather cooperated for us. It was a beautiful morning in Toronto. I love Toronto. There is a great mix of urban hustle and bustle amongst tranquil parks. Dexter and Kristine were so much fun to work with. They are super excited to welcome their first child next month. Thank you so much for trusting me to capture such an exciting time in your lives. xo

Portrait of a beauty

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 01:34:00 GMT

I met Sharyn at a fitness class that we both regularly attend. She is so inspirational and seriously impresses me with her ability to do push ups, chin ups……the list goes on and on. She is one tough cookie. When Sharyn asked me to take photos of her for her re-entrance into the work force, I jumped at the chance. She has the bluest eyes I have ever seen. Sharyn is really beautiful inside and out. Thank you for the opportunity Sharyn.

Portrait Photography Oakville

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 01:35:00 GMT

This might have been one of my favourite sessions. Alison was soooooo much fun. We met a few weeks ago to discuss a plan for the photos. Alison wanted the IMAGES to document herself at this particular time in her life. We wanted to capture her spirit, her soul…….To me, Alison is a gentle soul. She is generous and free spirited and I really think that really the IMAGES reflect who Alison is (at least through my eyes). Thank you Alison for trusting me and for letting me step outside “the box” of a portrait and really create a work of art. It was a pleasure meeting you. xo

Congratulations Renata and Bruno Burlington Wedding Photography

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 01:36:00 GMT

I do not take on the role of primary shooter for many weddings. I often shy away from the anticipated stress that weddings create for wedding photographers. It is a lot of pressure. You only get one chance to get it right. It gives me butterflies just thinking about it. However, I do get a thrill from working as a second shooter. I love being a part of such a special day, without the added pressure and complete responsibility. Although I tend to take those on regardless of my role.
When the perfect couple comes along, I just can’t resist. When Renata asked me to photograph her wedding, I jumped at the chance. Renata and Bruno are such a cute couple. They are two of the sweetest people that I have worked with.
Renata and Bruno were married this past Saturday. Friday brought us record amounts of rain. Union Station had flooding and my anxiety level was at an all time high. Rain…….No……..not rain I thought to myself. Actually I freaked out and everyone who knows me knows just how much I was freaking out.

Saturday promised more showers…….But, somehow, I convinced the universe to give me a break…..despite looming dark clouds, most of the forecasted rain showers held off until late afternoon. Thank you universe for being on my side.

Renata and Bruno were married at Queen of Peace Church. It is such a beautiful place to get married. The day was perfect in every way. I couldn’t have asked for more. (well I could have done without the added anxiety that came with the potential for all day rain……..but one more grey hair won’t kill me)

I wish you the very best Renata and Bruno. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me to share in your special day. xo

Oakville Professional Portrait Photography

Tue, 22 May 2012 01:36:00 GMT

Kim and I had so much fun in downtown Oakville. We met at Salon Monzer for makeup. Thanks to their accomodating staff, we were able to try out all of the outfits that Kim brought along with her for the photo session. We had a pseudo cat walk, and in the end the outfit choice was unanimous. Kim is an up and coming television star and wanted a professional but, fun look and I think her outfit was perfect.

Lucky for me, Kim has such a great personality and was up for anything. So we tried some locations that are not typically seen in the world of corporate head shots. We ventured down alleyways….. did a little shopping at the local downtown Oakville shops….. She tolerated frequent whistling from passing cars, and continuous inquisitive glances from pedestrians…… Thanks for keeping an open mind Kim. Today’s photo session in downtown Oakville was so much fun. Best of luck with your audition

Being a mother

Tue, 08 May 2012 01:37:00 GMT

I often think that what I know about being a mom could fit into a thimble. However, the things that I do know are that children are predictable and unpredictable all at the same time and that childhood goes by so blindingly fast that I just want to grab hold sometimes and stop the clock. One of the first things that I remember saying to myself after the birth of my oldest son was “I want my money back from lamaze”. Everything I was told was completely useless for the labour that I experienced. And from that moment on……from the moment that I became a mom, everything that has happened has not fit into a book about what to expect. My children do not fall into the norms. My children are unique and my experience as a mother is unique. There is no crystal ball that will tell you how everything will turn out. It seems at times, it is a guessing game. You have one shot at this. One shot at teaching them about logic, patience, kindness, empathy…….It can be daunting at times. Having kids, has made things move so fast. I always feel like I am trying to play catch up….trying to get on that train that is pulling out of the station and I not only need to jump aboard, but I also need to anticipate where the train might be in an hour and plan for that. Everyday is an adventure. The constant questions that seem to come from nowhere and permeate every single conversation at a breakneck pace and my inability to keep up with and juggle all their feelings, and thoughts, their self esteem, ego and confidence. It sometimes feels like an impossible balancing act. But, somehow along the way, I have learned that being a mother is an art not in perfection. It is all the in between moments that count. It is about embracing the imperfection. Being a mother is about knowing when to hug them. It is about being able to make them laugh when they are sad. It is about dancing like no one is watching, or singing like no one can hear you. It is about our children knowing that we love them just by the way our eyes light up when we see them. And about how our hugs linger just a little longer than they need (as a just in case). Mother’s day to me is about my children. Because without them, I would be wandering around this world looking for my purpose. Thanks for joining me in my botched singing of songs on the radio while we are in the car. Thank you for dancing with me in the living room with the music turned up. Thank you for the cuddles at bedtime. Thank you for the little kisses you give me as you pass by when somehow you just know that that is what I needed. Thank you for all the little things that add joy to my life. I often ask “how do you know I love you?”, to which my youngest will reply “you always show me mom.”

Rockstar

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 01:38:00 GMT

This was definitely one of the loudest photo sessions I have every done and maybe even one of the funnest. What started out as a plan to take photos at a farm, transformed into a rockstar party. It all started when we were talking outfits. Plaid shirts, boots, etc….it was going to be so much fun. And then…..Mom couldn’t resist showing me an outfit that her daughter received as a gift. From the moment that I lay eyes on the outfit, the creative juices went into overdrive. I casually mentioned that I have a disco ball and her eyes lit up. It was at that moment that I knew we had something here. So with electric guitar in hand, we put the rural farm scene idea to bed, and went ROCKSTAR.

Harlow’s Perch Boys

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 01:39:00 GMT

Arlette from Harlows Perch and I wanted to create some IMAGES that showcased her wide range of hats for boys. What better way than to create a mock camping trip equipped with tent, camp fire and marshmellows. The boys had so much fun and I just had to show some of the in between shots which included a little bit of testosterone induced wrestling and marshmellow fun.

Earth Day 2012

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 01:39:00 GMT

Today I spent quality time with my two sons and my godson. We spent some time this morning cleaning up the litter around a pond across the street from our house. Our earth day tradition. What I thought would be a quiet chore if you will……..you know how it goes moms out there….I supply the gloves and garbage bag, they participate for five minutes, and I end up doing most of the clean up myself. I prepared myself mentally for this routine before heading out…..a little quiet time, a hot coffee…….Bring on the whining I thought to myself. I was ready. But to my delight, this morning was not routine in the least. The boys turned this morning into an adventure. When I called the boys upstairs, they greeted me with swords and were armed with a video camera.

Hhhmmmmmm………Now, I could have insisted that they be practical. Put the swords away, and turn off the camera. They could play later. But, hey….I am all about fostering creative expression. So, with swords and video camera in hand, we headed out to take on the garbage, or so I thought. Today turned out not only to be about earth day. It was about thinking, exploring, discovery and imagination. Please remember that I have three boys with me today, so the details of this adventure were very much fuelled by testosterone. The movie they created involved a serial killer who was targeting people who didn’t conserve energy. Not quite what I expected, but, boys will be boys after all. Hey…….there are no limits to creative expression. Bring on the CRA-ZAE-ZEE-NESS!!!!!

Stephanie Flynn Designs

Fri, 20 Apr 2012 01:40:00 GMT

There is something so uplifting about spending time with like minded souls. I had the pleasure of spending the morning with Stephanie of Stephanie Flynn Designs www.sfdesigns.ca Stephanie is just one of those people who gets it. I find that by spending more time with like minded souls, in a way is kinda therapeutic. They make you want to build new things, run faster, eat healthier, dream bigger and live on an all new level all together. Stephanie is one of those people. She is a kind soul. She is creative and passionate. By spending time with Stephanie, I gain strength and momentum. Spending time with like minded people really makes you see things from a new perspective. You begin to really believe that your dreams are attainable. Without the support from others, we are never likely to do ground breaking things. Things that we are meant to do. Things like chase our dreams. I think that one of the biggest reasons that people don’t take the leap is for fear that people around you may think that you are crazy. By adopting this mind set, before you know it, you will think you are crazy too. And all of a sudden you are back to doing what everyone else is doing. We should all be crazy enough to think things can be different. Better. Stephanie has taught be that business and passion are not a means for making a living but simply a way of life. She is fuelled by her passion and creativity and makes the unthinkable possible. She is a true inspiration. Cheers to our CRA-ZAE-ZEE_NESS!!!!

National Association of Professional Child Photographers

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 01:40:00 GMT

I am thrilled to announce that one of my IMAGES was awarded with Second Place in the National Association of Professional Child Photographers Photo Competition. What an honour! I have to thank the darling Baby M. She was indeed a treat to photograph. http://napcp.com/winners.php

The value of friendship

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 01:41:00 GMT

Whether they were heros, poets, scholars or leaders, the brightest minds in human history have thought about values and their meanings. Although friendship holds no survival value, it definitely contributes to the value of survival (C.S Lewis) Today I spoke … Read More

March in a nut shell

Tue, 27 Mar 2012 01:43:00 GMT

March has been the month of Lora. We vacationed in Florida, celebrated a milestone birthday, went rock climbing…….I feel like I am living the life. Enjoy this sneak peak into my month so far. Work Photography starts back up tomorrow….stay tuned…….I am so excited about what is in store.

What I have learned in forty years

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 01:44:00 GMT

These past few weeks have been a bit of a roller coaster as I embark on this milestone birthday. I am not used to looking back like this. But for whatever reason, this particular birthday is taking it’s toll. So many years of laughing, loving, working, crying, playing…… So, I thought that a great way to capture my first forty years would be to write a list (oh how I love lists) of all the things that I have learned and share it with you.
I have learned that people will forget what you said. People will forget what you did. But, people will never forget how you made them feel.
I have learned that it is always best to press the break pedal while sneezing and reversing out of a single car garage.
I have learned that compassion brings people together
I have learned that as Jeanne Beker says “confidence is the best accessory”.
I have learned to dream big and believe in myself. I am learning to not be so hard on myself and that taking risks is the only way to achieve greatness
I have learned that the greatest lessons that I can teach my boys are to act with kindness and integrity
I have learned that the greatest thing my boys have taught me is the importance of chasing dreams
I have learned to never play football outside in the dead of winter (broken, dislocated fingers are almost a guarantee)
I have learned to always keep an open mind and more importantly an open heart
I have learned to always get things in writing. Unfortunately you can’t always take people for their word .

I will never understand why Colonel is spelt that way.

I have learned to treasure my friendships. My friends have inspired me, looked out for me and supported me and each one of them holds a special place in my heart
I have learned that laughter is the best medicine. Laughing releases a mountain of tension. It is a quick way to feel happy. It is contagious. Thank you to the three clowns that I live with for making me laugh each and every day.

I have learned that jealousy is neither subtle or kind. It is a waste of energy. Wishing to live in someone else’s shoes is not the solution. You never know where they have been or where they are going.
I have learned to say no. Thank goodness for email. It is so much easier to say no in writing than it is in person. Learning to focus on healthy boundaries makes life easier and much more enjoyable.
I have learned that being an adult can be fun when you are acting like a child. Thank you Andreas and Dimitri for bringing the child out in me. Thank you Bricie for inspiring my free spirit. You are one in a million.
I have learned that bad things do happen to good people and that sometimes you have to sink down to the depths of your own personal misery before you can soar. And that time heals all wounds…..regardless of how you feel right now. Thank you Mike for always being in my corner
I have learned that if you don’t ask, you will never know.
I have learned that by focusing on the negative, we carry around thinking patterns that no longer serve us or our dreams. Gotta rid yourself of those pesty negative thoughts
I have learned that the greatest opportunity we have in life is the process of discovering what we love to do and then dedicating our life accordingly. Thank you George for supporting me and encouraging me to fly
I have learned that a smile is one of the few contagious things you should spread
I have learned to stop trying to impress people by trying to be someone that I am not because in the end, you will end up losing yourself
I have learned that everyone has skeletons and personal demons they fight. You can’t let them stop you from being successful (thank you for teaching me that Diane). I have learned that our past influences who we are but that we are responsible for who we become
I am beginning to understand that even if I live to be 150 years old, that life will still be too short. What is most important is what you do with the time that you have
I have learned to forgive. Too much energy is wasted holding grudges
We can always change our perspective, but can’t necessarily change the situation. If you want something to happen you have to make it happen yourself. You can just wait and hope. As Yoda says “Don’t try. Do”
I have learned that true success has less to do with measuring up to an objective standard and more to do with working toward a larger ideal and a better world. You don’t have to live how others expect you to and how you define your “real job” is up to you.
I have learned about the power of music. It is mood lifting. It is comforting. It is energizing. Thank you Andrew for showing me the way. You are an inspiration
And finally I have learned that I am only human. I will make mistakes along the way. I am not perfect. Nor, do I aspire to be perfect. As I tell my sons, “perfect is boring”. Who wants to be perfect? We are meant to stand out. We are meant to be unique. We are not meant to blend into the crowd.
Here’s looking towards the next chapter of my life. There’s still so much to do…..

Up and coming interior decorator

Sun, 26 Feb 2012 01:45:00 GMT

To enter Toula’s home is like walking into a home decor magazine. Everything is meticulously showcased, yet her home definitely reflects that of a busy family. Toula is an up and coming Interior decorator. She is about to start a second career as a decorator after completing two grueling years in full time college. I have so much for respect for her. It takes such courage and determination to follow your dreams, and Toula does it with dignity and grace. I wish you the best of luck as you embark on this new chapter in your life.

Marbles

Wed, 15 Feb 2012 03:22:00 GMT

Maybe it is because I am approaching a milestone birthday in just over a month. But, for some odd reason I was overcome with the urge to photograph a marble yesterday. Weird. I couldn’t quite understand the pull towards this random act. I have never been inclined to photograph a marble. Yes, they are nostalgic. I can remember playing with them with my three brothers for hours on end. The way the glass initially feels so cool to touch, but then warms up as they are held in your palm as you wait for your turn. So, I followed by inner voice and spent some time rummaging through our basement looking for marbles. My boys prefer playing video games so this was quite a feat in itself. After some time, I managed to find a few and took a few photos. Still not quite sure what the purpose of the task was. What was my subconscious mind trying to tell me? Once I finished the photos, I proceeded to my computer and looked at my IMAGES trying to piece together this puzzle. Nothing……I was so confused. I decided that the insight required to unravel the mystery of the pull towards the marbles would not be solved without the internet. Can you imagine what I would have had to do in the good ole days? Maybe that is where the saying “you’ve lost your marbles” comes from. Anyways, I started to google marbles, and stories about marbles. There had to be some hidden meaning behind this compulsive act. And then……wait for it……I had an Aha moment! Here is the story that made it all make sense…..My goodness….that subconscious mind is a powerful entity.

1000 Marbles
The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it’s the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it’s the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable.

A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the backyard patio with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning, turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it.

I turned the dial up to listen to a Saturday morning talk show I heard an older sounding gentleman, with a golden voice. You know the kind, he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whoever he was talking with something about “a thousand marbles”.

I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say…
“Well, Tom, it sure sounds like you’re busy with your job. I’m sure they pay you well but it’s a shame you have to be away from home and your family so much. Hard to believe a young fellow should have to work sixty or seventy hours a week to make ends meet. Too bad you missed your daughter’s dance recital.”

He continued, “Let me tell you something Tom, something that has helped me keep a good perspective on my own priorities.”
And that’s when he began to explain his theory of a “thousand marbles.” “You see, I sat down one day and did a little arithmetic. The average person lives about seventy-five years. I know, some live more and some live less, but on average, folks live about seventy-five years.”
“Now then, I multiplied 75 times 52 and I came up with 3900 which is the number of Saturdays that the average person has in their entire lifetime.

Now stick with me Tom, I’m getting to the important part.”
“It took me until I was fifty-five years old to think about all this in any detail”, he went on, “and by that time I had lived through over twenty-eight hundred Saturdays. I got to thinking that if I lived to be seventy-five, I only had about a thousand of them left to enjoy.”

“So I went to a toy store and bought every single marble they had. I ended up having to visit three toy stores to round-up 1000 marbles. I took them home and put them inside of a large, clear plastic container right here in the shack next to my gear. Every Saturday since then, I have taken one marble out and thrown it away.”

“I found that by watching the marbles diminish, I focused more on the really important things in life. There is nothing like watching your time here on this earth run out to help get your priorities straight.”
“Now let me tell you one last thing before I sign-off with you and take my lovely wife out for breakfast. This morning, I took the very last marble out of the container. I figure if I make it until next Saturday then I have been given a little extra time. And the one thing we can all use is a little more time.”

“It was nice to meet you Tom, I hope you spend more time with your family, and I hope to meet you again.
You could have heard a pin drop on the radio when this fellow signed off. I guess he gave us all a lot to think about. I had planned to work that morning. Instead, I went upstairs and woke my wife up with a kiss. “C’mon honey, I’m taking you and the kids to breakfast.”

Beautiful Tavia

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 03:26:00 GMT

Tavia is such a beautiful woman and always so willing to try new things and push me outside of my comfort zone. It was such a fun afternoon. We ventured outside for a bit. I can’t believe it is the first week of February. My hands were freezing cold and I was crying like a little girl even though I was in my warmest parka. Tavia the poor thing was shivering, but so willing to let me do my thing. I found this old metal gate just off one of the busy streets in Oakville. We pulled off to the side of the road and despite to constant honking from passing truckers, we managed to stay focused on the task at hand. Thanks Tavia for your continual support. You are awesome xo

Baby M

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 03:29:00 GMT

I had the privilege of meeting Christa and Steve and their new baby over the weekend. This is what three weeks old looks like, all bundled up and ready for sleep. Well, ok, let’s be honest, Baby M did not sleep during this session despite all the tactics I had up my sleeve. We turned up the heat, played relaxing music, fed her, burped her, rocked her……She was just too curious about everything that was going on. She did however, manage to fit in a delayed blink and that is when I was able to capture this moment. But one second later she was wide eyed and ready to go.